u/Abject_Log_9984

how does my ex feel towards the relationship/me?

how does my ex feel towards the relationship/me?

my personal interpretation of this reading is that he is quite emotional with the way things have ended, in my previous readings, he never showed up in any king of cups energy but i feel like as time goes on since the breakup, he is getting in touch with his emotions, but besides that, its not exactly the best emotions and he is fighting with himself, the scenarios that have taken place in the past and how things ended and that is leading him to realize that there was lack of closure that leads him to be stuck in confusion and in a loop of emotionally being stuck in this cycle of just arguing with the situation in his head over and over again.
(i had attempted to get closure multiple times after the breakup, which he all rejected, and now i feel like if he thought he could go on without closure in the past, its definitely not working now and he is feeling stuck because of his actions)

u/Abject_Log_9984 — 4 days ago

i miss my ex, should i reach out?

Rider Waite Deck
i have had quite a shaky and toxic relationship with my ex towards the end even thought it was really intimate and sweet when we were together and recently i have been feeling guilty about how the situation has ended and have been blaming myself for how unstable and emotional i was in the relationship although i was the one that got discarded due to the other sides avoidance and got told it wasnt my fault, my interpretation is that i shouldnt reach out and focus on my healing and realize my own worth most importantly, yet i cant seem to decipher the knight of cups (when i asked what would happen if i reached out to him i pulled the 10 of swords, the lovers and ace of wands combined, which is quite confusing)
(when i asked what would happen if i didnt reach out i pulled justice, temperance and ace of swords)

u/Abject_Log_9984 — 6 days ago

ive recently been manifesting my ex back into my life, there are some very messy circumstances like the way i was broken up with and much more stuff but after all, the thing is that we were very on and off in the way that i was able to manifest him before with him repeating my affirmations back to me but i hadnt done any self concept work so i lost him in 3 days after i manifested him back and ever since that ive been very hurt, i messaged him MULTIPLE times in the span of a month with no response, almost radio silence, not like before, although he never blocked me. so in the end i just decided to stop myself because its like i could not stop stalking his socials, reaching out and crying over and over again and i feel like alot of my resistance and questioning relied on that. today after a good while i decided to block him to get some relief for myself and ive felt so much better ever since, and the old circumstances have much less control over me and im able to keep my mind at peace way better.

im wondering, does this hinder my manifestation of our relationship, of him coming back to me in anyway since i cut communication with him, i left whatsapp open in any case since i cant stalk him there and have no resistance but i blocked him on all socials.

do they still reach out?

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u/Abject_Log_9984 — 20 days ago

ive recently been manifesting my ex back into my life, there are some very messy circumstances like the way i was broken up with and much more stuff but after all, the thing is that we were very on and off in the way that i was able to manifest him before with him repeating my affirmations back to me but i hadnt done any self concept work so i lost him in 3 days after i manifested him back and ever since that ive been very hurt, i messaged him MULTIPLE times in the span of a month with no response, almost radio silence, not like before, although he never blocked me. so in the end i just decided to stop myself because its like i could not stop stalking his socials, reaching out and crying over and over again and i feel like alot of my resistance and questioning relied on that. today after a good while i decided to block him to get some relief for myself and ive felt so much better ever since, and the old circumstances have much less control over me and im able to keep my mind at peace way better.

im wondering, does this hinder my manifestation of our relationship, of him coming back to me in anyway since i cut communication with him, i left whatsapp open in any case since i cant stalk him there and have no resistance but i blocked him on all socials.

do they still reach out?

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u/Abject_Log_9984 — 20 days ago

recently i have been actively noticing everything im manifesting into my life

yesterday i was with my friend, hanging out at her house and the discussion came to this specific brand of chocolate that i really like which nobody else seems to enjoy, we had an in depth conversation about chocolate brands and i just kept mentioning how much i love that brand, how much i enjoy it and how much i would like a sweet treat. a few hours pass, we are hanging out in her room and we thought of an old friend from about 4 years ago who we arent really on good terms with and decided to stalk her profile, while there were no positive affirmations about her at all, we thought of her in our heads in that moment.

today as we were walking to class, me and that same exact friend decided to split up so i can get food and she can make her way to class before me, a few minutes later as im ordering my food, i get a call from her laughing at me about how she just saw that exact friend we stalked yesterday going “GUESS WHO I JUST SAW, DROP YOUR FOOD ORDER FOR A SECOND AND GO OUT INTO THE STREET, ITS HER ITS HER” i tell the worker to pause my order for a second and go out into the street and see that old friend, i laugh at her snarkily as we are not on good terms and she laughs back and i go back to my food order, a few hours after i came home, i put my bag down on the table and see the EXACT SAME BRAND OF CHOCOLATE i talked about yesterday on the table and my parents tell me that they got it for me.

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u/Abject_Log_9984 — 25 days ago