u/AcceptableAir2149

My birthday was last week, no one told me happy birthday or acknowledged it, so I told myself it was not a big deal, next thing I know someone else's birthday was today and everyone wished her happy birthday and then the thoughts started to flow in, I tried giving them the benefit of the doubt maybe they didn't wish me a happy birthday because Im a guy or they don't celebrate birthdays due to religion.

What bothering me more is the fact another friends birthday is in 2 days and I dont know if anyone would wish him happy birthday.

I know its stupid but I have had a suspicion for a long time maybe my friends dont care about me AIO?

Ex left me for some time now and has been living with her new BF. Our children wanted to see her so I took them to their apartment.

I saw her walking home from work early morning and chased after her with my car she ran into her apartment but her bf stopped me at the door, so I blocked the door preventing him from closing it i told him I wanted to talk to her but he won't let me.

I raised my voice and told the neighbors that my woman left me with 5 children to live with another man she told me to leave my job and now im unemployed because of her, the BF told me to stop but I didn't care. My eldest asked me to leave because she noticed the bf was not listening to me.

My ex and her bf got kicked out of their apartment and had to find somewhere on short notice GF was supposed to pay me money to take care of the kids but she refused saying the money is going towards rent for the new apartment

Throw away account because I dont want my friends to know

Me(36M) and my GF(34F) had been together for 15 years, we have 5 kids together. In our earlier years I cheated on her allowed my family to emotionally abuse her, turned our children on her, I used to blame her for everything and

I told her I wanted to marry her recently so we can better ourselves she was against it since I was the only man she has been with in her life, she wanted to sleep with someone else before she is commited, we got into an argument and things escalated. I agreed with her demands and found out she had eyes for a young coworker and wanted to spend a day with.

I went and had a talk with her coworker revealing my gf had a crush on him and he rejected her saying he didnt want to come between us, I begged him to take her for a week so she can forgive me for all the times I cheated, but he kept saying no I told him about all the times I abused her and he suddenly agreed.

When she left I kept calling her everyday and ranting about us and her promise to come back, after the first day I took them both for a drive to pick up our children and got mad the coworker had hickeys, I got mad she bought him a drink.

The second day I carried our youngest to be babysitted by them and regret my decision after an hour i went back to his apartment went inside looking for them but forgot they told me they werent home, the coworker was pissed and refused to talk to me.

The third day I went to their place of work and caused a scene hoping the embarrsement would make her return, the police was called on me and they told me I cant force my gf to come back.

The fourth day I took my mother to the coworker and he didnt want to talk to me because I kept overstepping his "boundaries"

Fifth day I went to the coworkers apartment and caused a scene revealing to all the neighbours the evil my gf did the coworker was kicked from his apartment.

The sixth day I went to the police and reported GF for child abandoment, they called her in and I smiled at her thinking i would finally get her back but the police choosed her side and warned me not to cause any more problems

It has been months now she is still living with the coworker people have been mocking me saying she seems to be happier with her new man, makes me sick just thinking about them, Im keeping the kids

TLDR after 15 years of living togethee my gf left me and is now living a better life while I suffer