u/Accurate_Ad_6699

Hi (f16)

So like I will be adult in 2 years ..a grown woman and because of online amd social

I hate being a born a girl

I love and hate my periods (periods only last 3 days and only have a pain just for few hours it's it's flow and out)

I hate women being associated with kids ..(kids are thr most disgusting ugly bald fuck I see in my life)

I hate pregnancy (you can die you can do blind and even by this ..you respect will be limited and the father will of course get more respect and all the attention to baby not to you)

I donot want to get less paid

I donot want get sexist commet from people

I hate how inidans stare at me

I hate marriage (if I marry a woman then that fine)

I hate how media sexualized women and girls

I hate people ignoring female soilder , doctor, engineers

I hate that I have ance

I hate that most swear words target woman and mother and sisters

I hate that peolel hate female pornstar but never the male ones

I hate how people think if a woman is not marry after thr age of 30 she is expire

I hate how the govemnt is not funding to study the female body..because I damm sure if they did ..we would have a device to lower the period pain

I hate how lesbain are sexualized and not ther own inviduals

I hate that people think women cannot be strong or even stronger then men..when there are female warrior and leaders and there are sa surviver who fought back and lived another day

I hate how the world favor men . When men lion so ugly and their dick also look ugly ..like eww

And I also hate that I myslef hating on being a woman because at exactly what patriarchy wants and I FUCKINJH HATE IT

If you have any tips or hack on how to stop hating myself for being born a woman please tell me

Because woman are amazing..and because of hiding ehat women did thought the years and how their bodies help save and being born ...we think being a woman is a curse or a burden .

Hate being born in a patriarchy socity not on being a woman

Thank you for reading

Have a nice day ❤️

Waring for language and maybe sexual details

I am f16 from India and yesterday I watch lesbian or gl p*rn. I found out that I have a Bellybutton fetish and I was feeling sexual all of a sudden (I think)

And so I search Bellybutton li*king (I am NOT proud of it )

And with site after site I was in p*rn site and watching full on s*x (lesbain one) ..while watching I did feel those butterfly in my stomach.

At 1am (dark sky) I went to bed after taking a shower and partying to God to forgive me (idk why I did that) and the next morning I was remembering images of what I watch and now I am thinking that I litrally watched s*x between two people and saw their private parts

I am disappointed in myslef of course like why did i watch this? Why did I ruin my sleep cycle? Why cannot I control my secual drive? Why am I watching this stuff now whne I should be studying?

I am not telling my mom about this..that is a deathtrap

But like how do I stop this? How do I stop this fetish I am having? How to stop my brain of reminding those videos and images I saw last night?

I donkt think sex is like gross or taboo

Sex is about love and or pleasure

I am in a safe environment

But how do I stop this?

Help

Thank you for reading

Have a nice day ❤️

Hii,

In intergender fight (which rares happen and I know why)

I never seen them praise the female fighter.

The comment section alway said "ohh biology blah blah blah..what did you expect?"

Yes I know women and men are different (if women and men were not diffrent known of this inequality would be there)

I alos again know why intergender fight not happen.

But like what happen to respect between fighter? What happen to praising their determination , inner strength and kindness?

Fighting is also about respect and inner strength.

Again I know why intergender match are very rare but even by it I hate that when they donot praise or at least acknowledge the female fighter.

If I see whole fighter ..even if person A lose or person B loses they both will have my respect and if they are kind or polite they will have high respect from anyone.

And I also hate how the male fighter hold back power in the fight ..I would rather (if I become a fighter) have break bones than have a fake victory over ..for me it's disrespect and I kinds know why they do this but even by it ..I want full power and be facer with reality.

I hope this wasnot too long and please be gentle in comment..

Thank you

Have a nice day 😊 💛