u/Accurate_Day2092

So I'm sri. I have been in a relationship with an amazing guy ( literally amazing and super nice) but I wasn't nice fsr he was the only person I ever shouted at and idk why I even did that... I called him things like looser and idk y I even did that. Tbh I m the looser but he was still nice to me. Even when i disrespected me he respected me. And I broke up with him for good ( his good ) and he still didn't want to let me go but i was stupid enough to leave him anyway . I desperately want to go back to him but I'm stopping the fuck out of myself so that i wouldn't hurt him or myself again. Like sometimes when we fight i used to get this huge rage at him ... I'm normally a very calm and composed person... I literally never shouted at people except him my entire ffing life... I tried... I used to really try but idk it was uncontrollable with him. And i love him... At least he's the closest I came to love. I don't want to move on... I would rather love with his memory... And I'm very sure of it... But why do I always want a relationship with someone... Like idk... I want to be in a relationship just cuddle and binge watch things... Talk about things... Do silly dances together... Do silly couple trends that we story on cf. Wake up with a person to kiss in the morning and be woken up with a kiss on the cheek... Read a book together... And i have no idea how to stop wanting this... Ikik there's nothing wrong in wanting company... U just need intimacy etc etc .. but i want it with him... I prayed so ffing hard for him and proved to myself why I don't deserve someone as perfect as him.. and nothing makes sense anymore ( the relationship was 2 and half years) and it's been more than 8 months since we broke up .. and not a thing has changed about how I feel about him.. I'm someone who forgets stuff super easily... But I can't even forget anything about him. So please help me and tell me how I stop wanting a relationship ...

So I'm sri. I have been in a relationship with an amazing guy ( literally amazing and super nice) but I wasn't nice fsr he was the only person I ever shouted at and idk why I even did that... I called him things like looser and idk y I even did that. Tbh I m the looser but he was still nice to me. Even when i disrespected me he respected me. And I broke up with him for good ( his good ) and he still didn't want to let me go but i was stupid enough to leave him anyway . I desperately want to go back to him but I'm stopping the fuck out of myself so that i wouldn't hurt him or myself again. Like sometimes when we fight i used to get this huge rage at him ... I'm normally a very calm and composed person... I literally never shouted at people except him my entire ffing life... I tried... I used to really try but idk it was uncontrollable with him. And i love him... At least he's the closest I came to love. I don't want to move on... I would rather love with his memory... And I'm very sure of it... But why do I always want a relationship with someone... Like idk... I want to be in a relationship just cuddle and binge watch things... Talk about things... Do silly dances together... Do silly couple trends that we story on cf. Wake up with a person to kiss in the morning and be woken up with a kiss on the cheek... Read a book together... And i have no idea how to stop wanting this... Ikik there's nothing wrong in wanting company... U just need intimacy etc etc .. but i want it with him... I prayed so ffing hard for him and proved to myself why I don't deserve someone as perfect as him.. and nothing makes sense anymore ( the relationship was 2 and half years) and it's been more than 8 months since we broke up .. and not a thing has changed about how I feel about him.. I'm someone who forgets stuff super easily... But I can't even forget anything about him. So please help me and tell me how I stop wanting a relationship ...

I am sri. 21F and I'm an ai engineer. And i want to make female friends like me. I like drinking, going out and meeting people, but I’ve noticed a lot of people are moving into their “clean girl era” 😂

I’m broke, so I was thinking… why not make some money while hosting fun weekend experiences? Starting small with low/no-upfront-cost things like meetups, pub crawls, games, themed events, etc., where people book tickets beforehand.

I’m pretty introverted and new to organizing stuff, so I’d love to find 1–2 people to co-host with me—ideally someone social, creative and equally chaotic 😂

Hey all this is my second attempt at CAT. in my first attempt i took mocks from CL and they were pretty nice if u ask me especially with the analysis and all. I got 97.5 percentile last time. So should I go for CL again? or is there smtg better? and also can u please sugest me any youtube channels for my everyday practice? Because The Mba pathshalas varc was pretty mid tbh and ROdha has good quant and idk where to do lrdi questions from.

Hey all this is my second attempt at CAT. in my first attempt i took mocks from CL and they were pretty nice if u ask me especially with the analysis and all. I got 97.5 percentile last time. So should I go for CL again? or is there smtg better? and also can u please sugest me any youtube channels for my everyday practice? Because The Mba pathshalas varc was pretty mid tbh and ROdha has good quant and idk where to do lrdi questions from.

preparing for CAT 2026. I'm currently unemployed, so I can't afford coaching or paid courses at the moment.

If you have any free resources for Quant, DILR, VARC, mock tests, YouTube channels, PDFs, Telegram groups, or anything else that genuinely helped you, I'd be really grateful if you could share them.