Never been homosexual or displayed homosexual tendencies before semen retention. Ever since I started SR I’ve gotten to urge to dominate women, but also the urge to dominate other men, why is this?
Curious to see what you guys eat? I keep it strictly eggs and cheese when I’m cooking at home. If I go out I try to get a protein based meal at restaurants. I find it compliments the benefits I receive on SR
Howdy gentlemen, I wanted to see everyone’s perspective on degenerate social settings like the club or the bar while on SR and hear some of yalls experiences.
Last night I went to the club to celebrate my 25th birthday, and I usually don’t like the club because I feel like I’m wasting my time in places like that but I figured why not and decided to step out of my little box that I seclude myself in. Although I could’ve been using that time to build my business or build myself up and improve as a man. Instead I’m getting wasted with my siblings simultaneously while approaching half naked chicks just like every other dude in there, behaving like some horny dog, behaving like an animal really. But SR helps me read energies and I was analyzing every man and woman in there. You could tell that half of the men in there watch porn and masturbate pretty regularly. Not a drop of testosterone flowing in any of their bloodstreams. I was probably the only guy in there on SR and loaded with testosterone. But in my opinion you couldn’t tell honestly because I was operating on a lower frequency by drinking and chasing girls, I usually pride myself on standing out from other men and being of high value, But Quite frankly I felt like a loser last night.
Now I have this preconceived idea in my head that guys like us who practice SR would thrive in environments like that. You would think that we would be the life of the party, super charismatic, getting all the attention, and being the most desirable man there . Wrong. Very incorrect. I was actually being looked at with disgust by almost everyone in there. It was like my presence wasn’t wanted there😂I did my eye contact thing that I do and the men acted like pussies when I looked at them and the women acted like I was making them uncomfortable. I approached one girl asking for her number and she said “look me and my girls are just chilling right here okay” I responded with a “sounds good” and took my rejection like a man and walked off. I enjoyed my beers, enjoyed my time with my siblings, and got out of there. Reminded me that a man of my caliber doesn’t belong in places like that anyways. That’s just my experience, 1/10 wouldn’t recommend but I would love to hear yalls experiences.
When discussing the best parts of SR, Every one tends to talk about the eye contact with others, the reactions of men and women after interacting with you, the testosterone boost, or how women can sense your presence, which I do not disagree, I would have to say they are pretty awesome but I would have to say the best effects of SR for me are my reflex timing and my protective instincts as a father by far. When I am not on SR I notice that my reflexes aren’t necessarily slow but when I am active in my SR I have a significantly and noticeably quicker reflex time. It’s like I have an internal “spidey sense”.
My daughter is 8 months old and she tends to be very clumsy and tries to roll off of my couch or every once in awhile almost hits her head on solid objects around the house. And like clockwork I catch her as soon as she rolls off or I quickly block her head from hitting the table. Another example would be when I sense danger on the road and I’ve avoided 10+ near death situations on the freeway in the last 3 months alone (I live in Houston, driving on the freeways down here is like living in a real life action movie), I’m talking swerving out of the way just on time as a car comes barreling towards me. Just last month, I saw a truck rear end a mini cooper and luckily by the grace of God I was able to swerve just in time and get out of the tumbling mini coopers way. Even when I train in wrestling and judo my reaction time is solid when I spar.
As far as the protective instincts goes i feel like im really in tune with them whenever i am with my daughter or out on dates with women or out with family. It feels carnal and primal. I used to not be protective over people when I was out in public with them because there just felt no need to be but SR changed that for me and now I feel like a like a wolf protecting his pack.
Would love to hear yalls thoughts and see if anyone has any similar experiences. Just thought I’d throw my two cents out there, God bless all of you fellas
Just wanted to post my notes where I log my progress and basically give you guys an update on my personal experiences with retaining. This is the longest I ever gone and this streak was different for me compared to my streaks of the past. I am currently unemployed and doing side hustle work everyday to survive. I remember hitting 20-40 day streaks when I worked at the mall, and man from what I can recall women would always stare at me at work and when I left to walk around the mall on my lunch break, even the women with boyfriends would eye fuck me and give me a devious smile. Life was good at this time, I was having a baby on the way, I had 8-10 girlfriends (yes I was a massive cheater), just go a new car, found a new house to rent, and I felt like I was on top of the world. I felt unstoppable, and from what I can tell I was happy and thought God was cool with me using my semen retention abilities and my overall self improvement progress I’ve made as a man to reinforce my own ego and warped view of masculinity.
Here’s where it takes a dark turn. That story I just said was in 2025, I’m now in 2026 with you guys and I just got out of jail in February, I’m currently fighting 2 separate court cases with 2 separate people, who hated me and who I had become and they both lied about me accusing me of doing harsh things that I would never do (not trying to convince redditors of my innocence just stating the facts). I lost my house, I lost my friends, my ex gf sold all my my belongings (at least $8000 worth of suits, boots, couch, dresser, belts, items given to me from deceased family members, etc)my friends went behind my back and tried to fuck my girlfriend, i gained 30 pounds, im unable to participate in mma anymore because of my ankle monitor, my sleep schedule is so fucked that I’m wide awake at 3 am writing this but on the positive side I started reading the Bible more and I started changing my prayer style, and I have actively been seeking him more and trying to be an active father. This streak has been an ultimate kick to the nuts, I remember all my previous streaks feeling like sunshine and rainbows, this one was a reality check for me. I still have the benefits of SR like for example There were men challenging me in jail trying to punk me and I stood my ground and challenged them back and they saw the look in my eye and decided that wasn’t the route they wanted to take with me. Also I still am receiving lots of attention from women online and in real life despite my noticeable weight gain. But for some reason, the events of my life in this streak are so detrimental and horrific. I feel so cold hearted and I feel pessimistic about my future. I remind myself that Jesus Christ will provide me with all that I need and I must repay him through devout worship, faith, fasting, and following. But regardless, I still feel doom and gloom. I can’t even look at women the same, I have a high sex drive and would like to dominate women still but they scare me more now than ever. After I have seen 2 women that I loved put me in jail over false accusations and turn my closest allies against me and strip me of everything I have even strip me of my daughter, I’m terrified of them. I had no idea what they truly were capable of, even a man on a 70 day SR streak is no match for the conniving, spiteful, a scornful women that this world has to offer. All I have left is Jesus Christ, my daughter, and my SR streak. I’m beyond broken, I’m tired, I’m tired of fighting, I’m tired of feeling like I’m on top of the world. Because every time I feel like I’m on top of the world, I get knocked down and suffer from a great fall. This is the greatest fall I’ve ever experienced in my life. Instead of attracting, I’ve pushed away. I’m done trying to be mister badass warrior, mister masculinity, etc. I’m just done. I still workout, I still keep my sobriety except for family gatherings, and I still will never go back to porn. But dude I feel stuck, I feel hopeless. That’s all I have to say, if an 18 wheeler is coming head on for me on the freeway, let’s just say. I’m not getting out its way. God bless yall and take care. Happy Easter fellas
Here is my list
Kai Proctor (very resilient throughout all 4 seasons, wouldn’t want to go to war with the guy!)
Rabbit (had access to rpg’s wtf??)
Frazier (kind of scary at first but bro died in 2 episodes of being introduced, had his whole warehouse easily infiltrated)
Raymond Brantley (fat dude)
Bones Tuesday (ran a gay fight club was not scary at all)
Emilio Loera (died instantly lol, least intimidating imo)