u/Acrobatic-Primary170

Im really stressed and worried I'll do something stupid, but I don't want to text anyone I know because I have a history of suicide and I don't want them to come. I want to talk, my dms are open

A little background, I'm living on my own taking an ochem course this summer. So far I've bruised myself and cut myself and tried to suffocate myself. I'm pretty sure my mom is tired of my complaining so I don't want to bring up this stuff with her. I just want to know how to stop myself from self harm to reset. I had a rough history with self harm and suicidal thoughts and I thought I was over it. If I do bad on this course I won't be able to go into wildlife conservation. I hope no one notices my limp