Anyone sale cars or knows someone who sells them here in the Valley? I found a spike interest in it... and thinking it will be good money.
Is it mandatory to work all weekends?
Expirences ?
What dealership would y'all reccomend to work at?
How do people do it to sit in a chair for 8 hrs a day.... ssshheeezz my legs are forcing me to get up by themselves.
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Don't know where to post this so Im posting here.
How do I stop thinking less of myself. Im 28.... and feel like in an outside perspective haven't had much self accomplishments from my own. I'm ambitious.... money focus, and I consider myself intelligent. I'm married and he makes the big money in the house, we worked together to have what we have now but I beat myself up about not utilizing the money more to make greater profit. Makes me feel like in reality, Im bad with money because I also dont want to be the controling wife to tell him to stop spending and this is how we're going to do things from now on. No matter what I have, I always consider it his money... like I got it for 'free" its just the way I was taught as a child. My paid off truck... he bought it, the mortgage we can only afford it bc of him,I dont know how to closesly hold myself responsible in teamwork. I feel useless!!! Apart from the typical judgemental people who say 'just get someone with money to not worry about anything, thats what dumb women do"
This makes me feel less as a person. Like Im uncapable even though Im fully capable.... but all the high paying jobs he wont let me work because their blue color, I went to Univerisity but didnt finish for personal reasons, but im good with not finishing!! Just feel like im meant for more.
The only reason i worry about it because i know what people think. His family looks at me like a drop out, that just got lucky to be with him. I feel like I should already have accomplished alot more than what i have which makes me cut my confidence short.
I will never be happy with myself in where I am tbh & even though life stuff happened that kept me busy and more distracted that I should have. There is a side that keeps telling me im a failure.
Thoughts? Have you felt this way ?
Need advice in stop beating myself up.
My first thought when I meet people is "oh they're going to think less of me"
My first time taking adderall and I felt like I was back to my old self again (In a good way). Finally!! After yrs. I felt energized, full of life, focus, ambitious to do things. It felt amazing.... I was finally able to express myself. All the voices in my head went away. My anxiety went away.... I was able to just focus on me & not give a damn about anyone else, what they were thinking... their opinion on me... I did tasks without having to go back and forth conversations in my head. Without predicting how doing this tasks might effect my mood or current status, without having to imagine me physically doing it.
The best part is I felt 100% in the present and Its like tomorrow & yesterday didnt exsist.
I did things that took a few minutes that I was holding for "later" or "another day"
Is this how normal people feel!? Is this how Im supposed to be feel everyday!?
Now. I really think I have adhd....