Questionable Medical Practices
When I was 15 y.o I went to the psych ward and one of the medications they put me on was Latuda and I feel like it slightly fucked up my brain chemistry.
Background Info... The inpatient psychiatric care facility I went to was in a super small town in the middle of nowhere and there were only two psychiatrists on staff and both were passive aggressive jerks towards children. The better of the two doctors put me on Latuda and my anxiety triggered hallucinations from my BPD got worse, I zoned out of conversation for 20 mins to an hour at a time according to several staff and patients, and I couldn't stop fidgeting.
I begged my mother over the phone to revoke her permission for the medication but she passively let the doctors play medicine roulette and did not wean me off medication at all, just hopping one pill full dose to the other.
I have been on 25+ med combinations and things got noticeably more difficult after that psych ward visit.
I just need to know I'm not crazy. I don't trust doctors with medication anymore.