my bf (16m) put it in me (16f) without my consent

Okay so im new on reddit, english is not my first language so dont judge, and its obviously 18+ post.

I am 16 years old and i dat a guy (lets name his Mark, not a real name) which is also 16 year for a half year. He is such a nice guy, he always makes sure im okay and he really cares about me, we do argue sometimes but we both are still happy in our relationship. So, we did making out for a time, but i told him i do not want to have penetration at that point beacause i dont really feel comfortable with that, he said its okay, so we were on the same page with that. A few days ago, we were making out, ti be short he was sliding with his dick over my spot. We did that before once, and i told him that when he did that it kind of felt to me like it was inside, and he said it isnt so (i do believe him for like 100%) but i can tell him if it is so so we stop or just dont do that or whatever. But i trusted him so i thought it'd be just okay. So we did that, and i feel like it is literally in me. I was panicking and i started shaking and crying like the same moment, i felt real bad. He immediately stopped and checked if i was okay. I asked him if it actually was inside or did i just feel that way, he said hes not sure but he thinks its right. The important detail also is that i moved my ass a little like towards him so it might also be my fault, but anyways i felt really bad i had a worst breakdown and shit. He felt very sad too because it wasnt his intention to ever do something like that to me and he felt really bad, so did i. It was a couple of days ago and we still do not know what to do because we both just think of that all the time and we feel really bad about that. So the quastion is can we even solve it and how to support each other and ourselves at that point? Because we both want this relationship to last obviously, but we both dont really know how to solve that and how work on it. Also, i truly believe this wasnt his intention, and i do feel like i am overreacting cause it may be also my fault for unconsciously moving towards him, but the fact he sweared it wont happen and that i trusted him actually really break me. Extra information - i prefer to solve problems myself, being alone and thinking of that but he really needs to be together to feel better, and it sometimes helps me to so idk, the most time we spend together now is him feeling really sick and me supporting him while i do feel shitty to, so i dont really know what to do in that kind of situation, i do not want to break up so i truly want to solve that problem.

**TL;DR; : my boyfrend did something sexual i did not want to do. How can we save our relationship and go through it?

Thank you all for attention and i'd like to hear some advice

Okay so im new on reddit, english is not my first language so dont judge, and its obviously 18+ post.

I am 16 years old and i dat a guy (lets name his Mark, not a real name) which is also 16 year for a half year. He is such a nice guy, he always makes sure im okay and he really cares about me, we do argue sometimes but we both are still happy in our relationship. So, we did making out for a time, but i told him i do not want to have penetration at that point beacause i dont really feel comfortable with that, he said its okay, so we were on the same page with that. A few days ago, we were making out, ti be short he was sliding with his dick over my spot. We did that before once, and i told him that when he did that it kind of felt to me like it was inside, and he said it isnt so (i do believe him for like 100%) but i can tell him if it is so so we stop or just dont do that or whatever. But i trusted him so i thought it'd be just okay. So we did that, and i feel like it is literally in me. I was panicking and i started shaking and crying like the same moment, i felt real bad. He immediately stopped and checked if i was okay. I asked him if it actually was inside or did i just feel that way, he said hes not sure but he thinks its right. The important detail also is that i moved my ass a little like towards him so it might also be my fault, but anyways i felt really bad i had a worst breakdown and shit. He felt very sad too because it wasnt his intention to ever do something like that to me and he felt really bad, so did i. It was a couple of days ago and we still do not know what to do because we both just think of that all the time and we feel really bad about that. So the quastion is can we even solve it and how to support each other and ourselves at that point? Because we both want this relationship to last obviously, but we both dont really know how to solve that and how work on it. Also, i truly believe this wasnt his intention, and i do feel like i am overreacting cause it may be also my faultfor unconsciously moving towards him, but the fact he sweared it wont happen and that i trusted him actually really break me. Extra information - i prefer to solve problems myself, being alone and thinking of that but he really needs to be together to feel better, and it sometimes helps me to so idk, the most time we spend together now is him feeling really sick and me supporting him while i do feel shitty to, so i dont really know what to do in that kind of situation, i do not want to break up so i truly want to solve that problem.

**TL;DR; : my boyfrend did something sexual i did not want to do. How can we save our relationship and go through it?

Thank you all for attention and i'd like to hear some advice

Okay so im new on reddit, english is not my first language so dont judge, and its obviously 18+ post.

I am 16 years old and i dat a guy (lets name his Mark, not a real name) which is also 16 year for a half year. He is such a nice guy, he always makes sure im okay and he really cares about me, we do argue sometimes but we both are still happy in our relationship. So, we did making out for a time, but i told him i do not want to have penetration at that point beacause i dont really feel comfortable with that, he said its okay, so we were on the same page with that. A few days ago, we were making out, ti be short he was sliding with his dick over my spot. We did that before once, and i told him that when he did that it kind of felt to me like it was inside, and he said it isnt so (i do believe him for like 100%) but i can tell him if it is so so we stop or just dont do that or whatever. But i trusted him so i thought it'd be just okay. So we did that, and i feel like it is literally in me. I was panicking and i started shaking and crying like the same moment, i felt real bad. He immediately stopped and checked if i was okay. I asked him if it actually was inside or did i just feel that way, he said hes not sure but he thinks its right. The important detail also is that i moved my ass a little like towards him so it might also be my fault, but anyways i felt really bad i had a worst breakdown and shit. He felt very sad too because it wasnt his intention to ever do something like that to me and he felt really bad, so did i. It was a couple of days ago and we still do not know what to do because we both just think of that all the time and we feel really bad about that. So the quastion is can we even solve it and how to support each other and ourselves at that point? Because we both want this relationship to last obviously, but we both dont really know how to solve that and how work on it. Also, i truly believe this wasnt his intention, and i do feel like i am overreacting cause it may be also my faultfor unconsciously moving towards him, but the fact he sweared it wont happen and that i trusted him actually really break me. Extra information - i prefer to solve problems myself, being alone and thinking of that but he really needs to be together to feel better, and it sometimes helps me to so idk, the most time we spend together now is him feeling really sick and me supporting him while i do feel shitty to, so i dont really know what to do in that kind of situation, i do not want to break up so i truly want to solve that problem.

**TL;DR; : my boyfrend did something sexual i did not want to do. How can we save our relationship and go through it?

Thank you all for attention and i'd like to hear some advice