u/Adept_Error8849

Hii, first of all, this is probably my 4th post in 6 months and I think some of you are tired of seeing me... Anyway, I'm 19, I'll be 20 in September. Accepting my identity wasn't easy because of the culture I live in, but I finally accepted myself. And I've been looking for a serious relationship since I was 17. I've always wanted a man who loved me very much. I don't know if that's a weakness, but I still want it. And now I want to talk about all my weaknesses. I didn't tell you before because I didn't want people to pity me, but I don't care anymore. At 17, I had my first epileptic seizure due to stress (I think), and I've had acne problems since I was 13 and have acne scars on my face. I used Accutane twice. (I hated mirrors) I'm also tired of pretending to be happy, I always pretended to be happy because I didn't want people to pity me and I'm tired of it now. Anyway this was a very negative post. I'm just going through a tough time. Normally I think I'm a positive person. If I were to introduce myself, I enjoy writing things that express my feelings, listening to music, spending time outdoors with animals, and learning new things. If it's important to you. I'm 1.74 and my weigh 70-75 . I'm a little hairy and a bit thin. I think I prefer emotional things like cuddling and sleeping together...

(The purpose of writing this isn't to evoke pity or seek approval, I just wanted to be honest. Thanks...)

He passed away at a young age, so I never met him in person. He was way handsomer than me🖤, but my grandma always told me I look like him. I don't usually have a mustache, I was just curious

Thought it looked a bit weird, maybe just because it's new to me, so I shaved :d

^(I'm 19, turning 20 in three months. I want a serious relationship; I want someone to love me and for me to love them back. I enjoy watching movies, football, keeping a diary, talking to myself :d, and generally everything. I also love spending time at home, and I hope I won't be alone in the future. :) If it's important to you, my height is 1.74m, weight is 70-75kg, and I'm a little hairy. (I don't like saying this but I like men with beards or mustaches) If you're interested, please don't hesitate to pm)