Help me
I have been on desvenlafaxine 100 mg and aripiprazole 5 mg for about a year now for my MDD and GAD. It feels like I have total cognitive blunting—I can't do any work, and I struggle with severe executive dysfunction, weight gain, and lethargy. My mood is dull all the time; I am constantly irritated or sad, and I can't stop ruminating over my thoughts continuously.
Before this year, I was hospitalized because of my anxiety, and afterward, my doctor put me on aripiprazole. Since then, I have suffered from severe hypersomnia. My doctor suggested setting up a timetable and following a strict routine, but whenever I sit down to study, I am unable to do so unless I push myself with all my energy under intense pressure and high alertness Because of that extreme stress, I wake up with chest pain in the early morning around 3:00 AM.
Without forcing myself to that extreme degree of stress, I cannot sit to work, or else I fall asleep easily and feel completely exhausted. It’s either too much pressure or I do nothing—I can't feel normal or accomplish things normally. Please help me figure out what I should do; I am completely fed up with trying and failing like this."