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Heyy....actually chala sepu alochicha post cheyalo oda ani but na vala kavatledu adhi barinchadam..sorry if evariki ayina uncomfortable anipiste ee post

chepali ante brathiki waste anipistundi,to be frank na vala avatledu I want to die and epudu idk what is happening with me like seriously realization hits very hard abha....chinapat nundi emotionally unavailable parents especially my dad.i really hate my daddd like chiiiiiii he was my first heart break and adhi realize avaniki naku ini years patindiiii,I feel so dumb right now.as a daughter ga cheptuna I really hate my dad and at the same time I can't lose him like seriouslyyyy ee feeling ni thatuko lekapotuna and literally na mental health padu avaniki reason kuda ma dad ee and dhani side effects chala barinchanu ipati dhaka but I can't do it anymore

He's literally a psycho in my point of view chinapat nundi nanu thidutunde,taunt chestunde,inka compare inka chala chestunde and inka main thing andari mundu nanu thidutunde dhini vala ma relatives degara chala cheap ayipoya like emani vala father ee sariga chudaru inka manam entha ani andaru nanu thidutunde and ma cousins kuda evaru natho matladaru and evani chinapudu nunde start ayindi na life lo and naku na bada chepukoniki evaru lekunde ma mummy ki chepina ma daddy ke support and love kosam affection kosam bayta vethikithe inka goramga dorikindi naku adhi

And I still remember some incidents in my mind adhi na life lo truma la miligipoyindi

Soo oka roju mem relatives vala intiki poyinam so akada ma mummy phone padu ayindi dhaniki naku asal em sambandam ee lekunde asal naku telvadu phone padu ayindi ani apudu nen em cheyale naku telvadu ani ana andari munde gatiga kotinde and inko incident nen na school lo average student untunde ayithe apude ma cousins edaru em ayindo telvadu all of the sudden maths problem cheyadam start chesaru(I'm weak in maths) ayithe vala mundu chii nuvu waste dhanivi chusi nerchuko ani thitinde maybe edhi antha vishyam kadu but emo na inner child chala effect ayindi deni vala and mem epudu baytaki poyina evari tho kalvaku silent ga kurcho evar tho matladaku adhi edhi ani cheptadu and still evani ayitundi and roju intlo ayithe inka galiz bootlu thiduthadu and most of the fathers vala kuthur ni chala premaga penchukuntaru but naku endhuku elaa and aa bootlu kuda chala galiz actually ee father kuda oka daughter ni ala thitadu mali nen bayta evadtoh no affairs petukuna adhi edi inkaa naku chepaniki kuda ostale aa matalu and nen edvadam chusi literally navuthadu ma daddy and evani thatukoleka even I started fighting back ayina sare nanu koti bootulu thiti silent chestadu na vala avatledu inkaa and dhini vala chala face chesa chestuna, I wish I die

Thank you guys for reading my rant..

Guyzz relatives function ani vacha but feeling soo lonely... generally nen evartho kalvanu and chinapati nundi nen ekuva functions kuda attend kale soo nen evartho attach lenu and entha kaludham ani try chesina valu nanu accept chestale 🫠.... feeling so lonely

Heyy guys......actually naku telvadu edhi post cheyalo ledo ani,but I can't bear it anymore na vala asal kavatledu and idk how to handle it right......I'm sorry if it felt uncomfortable to you plz read with patience

So when I was 15 I was in relationship with a guy....soo ok motham bane undi kani thanu koncham abnormal behave chestunde nen avani lite thisukuna and main thing thanu over obsessive untunde like nen na frnds tho matladithe kuda problem likee girls tho matladithe kuda problem and including ma parents, and first lo normal bane untunde tharvtha em ayina ante chachipotha ani antunde and nanu kuda champesta ani antunde lekapothe ma inti mundu ochi over action chestunde evani chestunde and indirectly ma parents ni champesta aa type matladuthunde

and nen kuda literally entha pichi dhanini ante nen kuda vadiki baypadutunde,em anaka pothunde block cheste vere acc lo nundi msg chestunde ayina sare ignore cheste nen bayaki poyinapudu follow ayii blackmail chestunde

And oka roju nen evani barinchaleka block chesesa dhani tharvtha direct ma daddy ki call chesindu thanu but ma gurinchi em chepale cuz ma daddy busy unde ekuva matladale aaroju na luck sare ani tharvtha mali matladadam start chesina thanatoh and tharvtha koni weeks tharvtha nen ma sister ki chepina dhini gurinchi so she involved her male best frnd and vala degara na acc unde soo ma chats chustunde and one day na ex chala goramga matladinde blackmail chestu inka apude ma sis vala bestie chusindu chat inka call chesindu na ex ki na acc nunde soo na ex direct ma intiki ochi peda godva chesindu apude he stabbed someone like maku evaro support ki oste valani stab chesindu and dhani vala mem case petalisi vachindi and police case ayindi apudu naku kuda telvadu asal em ayindo ps lo and some how compromise ayindi motham calm ayindi situation

I think nen inka aa truma nundi bayataki rale, chala bayam bayam ga undi and naku entha ayi mem duram ayina naku aa bayam lone unaa thanu nanu emo chestadu ani inka eroju morning similar case vinaa inka apat nundi panic attack inka mind asal pan chestale

In fact naku asal safety ee ledu chala bayam ga undi and thanu mali na life ni padu cheyaniki ostadu emo ani anipistundi idk wheater it's truma response or nijamga ayithado

Thanks for reading

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