u/Affectionate-Idea-85

I definitely started the argument and was the one who let their emotions get the best of them. I’m not making any excuses for myself, I let my emotions bubbled over. I’ve been to anger management and therapy in my past to be a better person and I’ve done a hell of a job utilizing a coping mechanism when things get tough but was obviously overwhelmed beyond my capacity and had my first and only outburst in over 10years but all 5 years of our relationship. I’ve apologized over and over, I’ve reenrolled in anger management and I’ve joined a group talk. Things were ok the first few days and we talked about her feelings and where she was at. Then the switch just flipped and she has completely discarded me and won’t come home. She’s been unmedicated for about a month now. Any advice about how to navigate the situation?

I definitely started the argument and was the one who let their emotions get the best of them. I’m not making any excuses for myself. After all the mania and depressive sprees we’ve been through, it feels unfair that I’ve been discarded because my emotions bubbled over. For context I’ve done anger management and therapy in my past to be a better person and I’ve done a hell of a job utilizing a coping mechanism when things get tough but was obviously overwhelmed beyond my capacity and had my first and only outburst in over 10years but all 5 years of our relationship. I’ve apologized over and over, I’ve reenrolled in anger management and I’ve joined a group talk. Things were ok the first few days and we talked about her feelings and where she was at. Then the switch just flipped and she has completely discarded and won’t come home. She’s been unmedicated for about a month now. Any advice about how to navigate the situation?

Why can’t I just buy a 1yr guest pass??? I got the card cause I travel usually with another person;friend, co-worker, family, etc. No I don’t want to bring children, no I don’t want to bring 3 people, and no I don’t want an authorized user on my credit. Just a simple 1 person 1 year guest pass.