Isolated and having difficulty maneuvering
I'm a 29(F) trying to figure out this game of life. I'm an AuDHD attractive woman and I feel it seems to put a target on my head. I'm not socially awkward, I'm just genuine (while being considerate). I don't care about status, popularity or the weird competition that tends to happen amongst women. I work in sales, so I know how to converse and connect with people. I even have friends, but they are more materialistic than my liking. I just moved around all throughout my childhood and was never able to establish a community of likeminded people. In my adulthood I feel like I've had to either choose between playing the game of superficiality and keeping up with the Joneses or simply finding comfort in my own company. All the while having to deal with animosity from women who don't even know me, just wanting to tear me down because I seem like a threat. Am I alone on this? Is there a way to find other GENUINE, KINDHEARTED and SINCERE people?