Too sensitive
I’m so extremely sensitive. I have so much anxiety too. Every small shift in someone’s tone with me makes me bawl my eyes out. Like my manager (first job at 23, been there for a month) was aggravated but not being mean to me because I put the wrong thing on something and it made me bawl my eyes out and almost quit my job. I hollered for a coworker and they screamed “WHAT” and I had to go to my car and cry. Today I was in Walmart for the first time by myself and got a thing of cupcakes for my manager, I went to self checkout and seen a guy and his wife waiting behind one, so I waited behind a different one. I didn’t know you were supposed to wait in a general line especially since he was behind a different one, as I said I’ve never been there alone and I’m never the one to use the checkout it’s always the person I’m with. Well he looked at me and said “are you waiting in line?” In a tone and I said “yes” and he said, in a really rude tone, “well then you’re gonna have to get behind me”. I said okay.. I started shaking and fighting back tears. Then he ended up letting me go ahead and go in front of him because I had one thing, and I panicked so hard I couldn’t even figure out how to use the card. I got outside and cried my eyes out again. I’m on lexapro for depression & anxiety and it definitely helps but I don’t know Im so embarrassed of being this way. Everyone calls me a crybaby.