u/Aggressive_Bug2151

I want to try a souls like game and i can't decide what to play so i decided to just ask im new to these types of games and i wanted help figuring out what to play i would like to play a hard one

Ok so when im playing seige i don't think and i struggle to come up with plans fast but for some reason when im able to think straight i can get up to 15 to 10 but then my other games i get 0 kills byt idk why i do good and the suddenly horrible and it's so annoying i do so good one game then the next i get zero kills