How can you hate your own body but like the gender you’re assigned at birth?
I’m FtM, pre-everything. My chest makes me feel so dysphoric but I like girls and I’m sure I’d find my body stunning if it were someone else’s. I’m not attracted to male bodies at all and I’m almost sure I wouldn’t find my masculinized body beautiful and that’s the biggest reason I’m not on hrt and haven’t gotten any surgeries, so far. I just use a binder and I’ve only socially transitioned, but I really hate feeling these meat sacks on me. How do other trans hetero ppl deal with this kind of thing? Or does everyone else want to be something they’re not attracted to?
(English isn’t my first language, hope I don’t sound rude or anything)