I just wanted to send out a massive apology to everyone who was offended at my last post. I had people talking in my ear and I was frustrated. That's not an excuse, there is no excuse. I didn't articulate what I really wanted to say, and that's on me. I'm not gonna try to explain it or why I was frustrated. This will be my last post ever. Again I apologize to all. Wishing everyone a healthy, happy and safe healing.
I just wanted to send out a massive apology to everyone who was offended at my last post. I had people talking in my ear and I was frustrated. That's not an excuse, there is no excuse. I didn't articulate what I really wanted to say, and that's on me. I'm not gonna try to explain it or why I was frustrated. This will be my last post ever. Again I apologize to all. Wishing everyone a healthy, happy and safe healing.
I'm gonna say this, and I might get backlash, but I don't give a fuck anymore. I see so many women say "I wish men would tell their stories". Do you? Do you really? Every single fucking time I see a post from a guy, including my own story I shared last month, it's met with nothing but a wall of resistance, downvotes, or just silence. I get it, my story is completely nuts and sounds like a Hollywood movie, but for me, that was what I called Tuesday afternoon.
If y'all want male survivors to start and continue speaking up, everyone needs to start showing up when they speak. I held my story in for nearly 2 decades, and when I shared between groups, over 7k views between groups and posts, yet under 5 upvotes, 2 comments, 1 male Survior who reached out and asked me why I shared since he saw I got 0 response.
Sure I shared my DV/SA/Childhood Abuse story I kept to myself for decades and that made me feel a little bit better. I was hoping to find a community of peers who might finally understand me, yet once again screaming into the void and no one gives a flying fuck. So next time you say "Why don't guys share their story?" Look around and you'll see why. They get 0 support from the community. Still.
Oh, if you ARE a male Survior and need to tell someone, private message me. I'll listen, I WILL actually reply and show up for you. YOU ARE NOT ALONE EVEN IF THE ENTIRE DV/SA COMMUNITY SHOWS YOU ARE. I GOT YOU. Message me. Just put a trigger warning on top of the message so I can be in the right head space to read it cause I am damaged goods still.
I'm gonna say this, and I might get backlash, but I don't give a fuck anymore. I see so many women say "I wish men would tell their stories". Do you? Do you really? Every single fucking time I see a post from a guy, including my own story I shared last month, it's met with nothing but a wall of resistance, downvotes, or just silence. I get it, my story is completely nuts and sounds like a Hollywood movie, but for me, that was what I called Tuesday afternoon.
If y'all want male survivors to start and continue speaking up, everyone needs to start showing up when they speak. I held my story in for nearly 2 decades, and when I shared between groups, over 7k views between groups and posts, yet under 5 upvotes, 2 comments, 1 male Survior who reached out and asked me why I shared since he saw I got 0 response.
Sure I shared my DV/SA/Childhood Abuse story I kept to myself for decades and that made me feel a little bit better. I was hoping to find a community of peers who might finally understand me, yet once again screaming into the void and no one gives a flying fuck. So next time you say "Why don't guys share their story?" Look around and you'll see why. They get 0 support from the community. Still.
Oh, if you ARE a male Survior and need to tell someone, private message me. I'll listen, I WILL actually reply and show up for you. YOU ARE NOT ALONE EVEN IF THE ENTIRE DV/SA COMMUNITY SHOWS YOU ARE. I GOT YOU. Message me. Just put a trigger warning on top of the message so I can be in the right head space to read it cause I am damaged goods still.
I seen so many theories thrown around, but there is one that I've never seen. We all assume Varlaine is Xeno chow. But no one ever discussed Connor, the navigation guy. He's tucked away in the corner, and if a Xeno jumped down and killed Verlaine, he probably froze and remained hidden in that corner.
So when Amanda shoots herself and Steve into space, the ship is probably clear. I don't believe another ship traveled weeks or months to reach Amanda seconds before she runs out of air. Not when Connor can lock down the bridge, turn the ship around, turn on the spotlights and find Amanda drifting.
Also in the beginning, Verlaine says she can only stay in orbit 24 hours. Now with all the commotion,.the Anesidora exploding, fighting gravity to extract Amanda, the Torrens resources are exhausted. So even if Connor rescue Amanda, they don't have enough fuel or whatever to get home. They will have to land somewhere like an WY outpost or mining planet. Exactly like we see in the trailer for 2
The end mission had facehuggers and eggs everywhere. If just one of those found it's way into the Torrens vent somewhere, when they land wherever they do, that's what causes they the next Xeno apocalypse that we face in game 2. It all fits perfectly like a puzzle. What y'all think?