How over is it for me
Red flags:
Dismissed felony for terrorist threats as a preteen
3 mental hospitalizations as a pre teen and young teenager
Smoked weed a year and a half ago
I don't even know how to mitigate this because I don't even
I was in an extremely rough situation during that time. My primary caretaker became severely addicted to drugs and I had to live with a parent who had not been in my life for several years. That other parent has diagnosed, violent schizophrenia.
I learned all of that behavior from my mother, my father and the internet. I had no actual intention of committing a terroristic threat I was just making a stupid joke and had no idea people would take it seriously.
I have not engaged in any criminal behavior as an adult (except a little bit of speeding, but no DUIs or reckless driving). I have not attempted suicide or even been depressed. The last time I spoke to a therapist is when I developed a temporary fear/fixation about the concept of dying one day. I don't know how to explain my actions because I don't understand why I did them. Is this career path just not for me at this point?
Edit: thank you all for letting me know this isn't happening. I have withdrawn my acceptance of the position to avoid wasting my employers time