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▲ 2 r/abusiverelationships

My parents keep making my life hell

I need some advice about what to do, who to call, what to say or whatever since no matter what I do I can't get away from them. I tell everyone, I do every fucking thing I can but no one listens to me and everyone just assumes I'm overexaggerating. Even if I can't be taken away from them at least I'll get everything they've done to me out to the public before I kill myself.

Trigger warning for multiple forms of abuse: animal abuse, child abuse, sexual abuse, verbal abuse, mental abuse, emotional abuse, as well as some sexual topics, suicide mentions, bullying, and so so much more.

Here's the document, it makes me feel better at least knowing that a few more people have read it and know how bad they are: Google Docs

u/Alice_Zipfundamental — 8 days ago
▲ 15 r/TransTeensPassing

How do I look?

MtF, haven't come out (bc of transphobic trash parents), obviously not on HRT, basically just pre everything.

Also the towel around my waist is the closest I can get to a dress/skirt right now at least.

u/Alice_Zipfundamental — 25 days ago
▲ 5 r/NewToReddit

How do you add those little description title things under your username?

I see people with a bunch of tags usually with their age, gender, sexuality, etc. I was just wondering how to get or activate or do whatever with those

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u/Alice_Zipfundamental — 2 months ago
▲ 1 r/AskAChristian

I keep moving away from my religion

I am a Christian and have been for my whole life up to this point. I have always had terrible intrusive thoughts usually racist ones, homophobic, transphobic, etc. and I hate them and try everything in my power to silence them since they constantly make my own mind go at war when it just wanders to something racist and then it keeps expanding that thought while I keep questioning why I would ever think that and hating myself for it. Recently I have been constantly questioning my Christianity partially because of my uncontrollable intrusive thoughts and things that happen to me. Most Christians I see are hateful, disrespectful to people in the LGBTQ+ community and often others, and just overall being bad people or irritating to be around. It also doesn't help when the same people who taught me about it, my parents, are now extremely verbally abusive to me and never think about what could make my life good and only what would make them seem like good parents by doing a ton of things for me on a surface level. I have come to hate almost everything that reminds me of them, straight white couples, Christians, even my own body. I don't think I will ever love my parents again but I don't want my inner thoughts to constantly tell me Christianity is a bad thing and that I shouldn't be a part of this religion I knew and believed in since when I could think. I just want help trying to come back but I don't know how I can get it, it always angers me when people say things like "God tells you that Christianity is the only way towards him" or things like that because it always just sounds like my parents are the ones saying it. I just don't know what I need and hope someone can help me find it. Is this something that happens to other people or just me?

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u/Alice_Zipfundamental — 2 months ago