Still in hospital while I write this. My head is spinning about so many questions about how I’ll be able to work and make money. Fractured ankle and wrist. What is my next step. I’m in a lot of distress right now
So there’s a guy in my college class who works as a Software Engineer and I guess goes to school part time. We’ve worked together on a couple of projects PLATONICALLY in my home and we have tea and every-time I see him you can seriously cut the sexual tension with a knife but then nothing happens and it’s literally killing me 😭. Like please make a move or ask me out literally anything I’ll say yes 💀
Basically this image is how I feel internally even when I’m alone and my mind wanders
I feel so used I am trans MTF.
I met with a guy for a hookup off tinder.
His pictures DID NOT do him justice. He was 6’6, amazing beard, chest hair, and masculine as hell.
We spent a long while having tea and conversing before we got into it.
The sex was AMAZING. He was gentle and receptive to feedback. He was very respectful and did not ask any weird chaser type questions.
He seriously gave no red flags. We ended the night with AMAZING after care.
The next day (today) I looked a little harder at his instagram and noticed he follows A LOT of conservative meme pages and influencers and I also saw that he actively engages with Transphobic content on these pages. I was so shocked. I confronted him about it on the phone and told him if Id known he was conservative, I’d have never slept with him.
He denied being transphobic but when I showed him screenshots of him liking aggressively transphobic posts he started raising his voice and I simply blocked his number, blocked his IG and unadded on tinder.
Like did he even see me as a woman?
Literally why do men do this?