Struggling to make real friendships
I don’t really know if it’s okay to post this, but I just felt like sharing.i have always struggled a bit with making and keeping close friendships in my life. In school I had friends, but as time passed everyone got busy with their own lives and we slowly drifted apart.
Whenever I see best friends walking around together or sharing everything with each other, I honestly feel a bit heavy in my heart. I’ve always wished I had that kind of close friendship too.
After school I went into nursing, and even there I couldn’t really find my close circle. I felt like I was always a bit on the outside while others already had their own people.
Now I’m married and I’m grateful to have my husband he is truly like my best friend. But still, I’ve never really had a close group of female friends that I could talk to, laugh with, and share things with.
Right now I’m in Canada, and sometimes I do feel a bit anxious and lonely seeing others having their friend groups and just enjoying life together.
Sometimes it feels really heavy