Anxiety
Im looking for people who play around birmingham area, outdoor or indoor who'd be willing to meet up at a game. Ive tried going a couple times now but I get so embarrassed about being alone it triggers my social anxiety and then I leave, before a game has even started. Twice ive paid to go and twice ive arrived and just left before anything happens. I feel like such an idiot. Im 35m, moved to Birmingham for work, for context (hence not knowing anyone).
Sorry if this isnt allowed to post this.