





Hai!!^^
Hi I’m renzo!!!! You may know me from the scene subreddit!! i’m still scene deep in my heart but i had to change my hair for school so i won’t call myself scene 😢






Hi I’m renzo!!!! You may know me from the scene subreddit!! i’m still scene deep in my heart but i had to change my hair for school so i won’t call myself scene 😢
I have no idea why these came out so ethereal, maybe it’s all the phone grease
I feel so alone. No matter how i try to spin it in my mind, im not happier being lonely. I’d MUCH rather be unhappy in that group again than unhappy and alone.
I’m at the point of my life now where things like relationships or desirability actually seem to matter. My problem is that i’m beginning to genuinely loathe myself and the associations with my race. I’ve been told over and over and over that I’m ugly or a “1-4” or I look weird and it’s genuinely turned me into some sort of child-recluse. I tried not to let it get to me for a while but it’s to the point now that I can’t ignore it. How do I get over thisss! I WANT to date or have friends but no matter what I do there’s always somebody’s son around to bring me back down to earth and the realization that I’m nothing but ugly in these people’s eyes
I don’t want to hate myself anymore! :(
He’s already said no, he already likes and HAS liked his friend for years, i feel so stupid thinking i still have a chance, this shit is the worst
plssssss include my glasses im emotionally attached to them 🥹
that some of genuinely the meanest scenesters i know/have interacted with are the ones w all the numbers and followers and stuff. They’re the ones on all the pinterest boards, the ones representing the perfection groups and all that stuff. It’s like watching your high school bully win the Nobel Prize! 😭
I have no idea where the correlation even came from, did they just like the sound of the word scene? Who saw a scene queen/king one day and decided “yea i’m that” when they looked nothing like them?? 😭
Help me unlearn my internalized racism against my own hair please/hj
so these pics are me survin and swurvin in a sew in with leave out (the leave out is pretty obvious but i don’t currrr)
So i have to get braids for an AFJROTC thang, which suckz bunz because im going to have to… RUN!! 😟
So yea, this summer my momma llama is making me go natural because i’ve fukked my hair up too much…. like booooo 😕
but then i was like “wait why is this boo this is like YAAAY YAAAY PARTAAAYYY!
ok i’m yapping but my main thang is pls pls give me advice! how do you scene up your natural hair!! do you do a silk press every week??? what’s your moisturizing routine how often do i wash plleeeeaaaaasseeuhhh!!! 🥹🥹
don’t mind the HORRID pic i was on call w my bf 😩
Prerequisite, i look like this.
Perfection groups and scene archive pinterest pages have given me the worst scene envy and dismorphia physically possible. I feel like i’m not white enough or skinny enough or something idk. Like when i was active on instagram i’d get nothing but like.. hate i guess, or literal adults telling me to drop pounds to post pictures on their little ig page. I hate the scene sometimes omfg