I ruined everything
Pata hai aaj kya hua .
Lets begin from the starting we both were so close and i used to sleep in her lap and she used to sing me songs and all but one day night i just asked her if she had a crush on anybody and she lied about that and all after that i had an appointment with the doctor and he said i cant play football and will need a surgery after 2-6 years or so and i was soo emotionaly fkd that i vented that to her and said "i wish i died" and all and i was foolish at that moment and said if i cant take it anymore i will most likely start drinking or using cigarette damn
after that her mother called me and told "leave us alone" and all wtf i was already drowning and this happened now i just have an aim
"Talk to her and make things back to normal"
But I am in a very tight position because her mother blocked me from everywhere, and she doesn't even see my message. When I can start walking, I am planning to go to her house. (I had acetabular surgery and have foot drop rn.)