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To be honest the last few days i am kinda sad.

I dont know why but i guess it is because i dont lose as much weight as fast as i want to loose it.

I think i do have my first time of gender dysphoria this week.

It's just like, i kinda wanna have a female body as soon as possible.

But somehow this takes a lot of time.

Here in germany i will have to do some months of therapy first.

I am okay with the therapy but i don't want to wait that long.

I want to start hrt already 😞😞😞

u/Annika-TheConfused — 4 days ago

My first CSD

I went to my forst CSD yesterday.

I had so much fun 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍🌈

u/Annika-TheConfused — 18 days ago
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I went to my first CSD yesterday.

Best day in a long time 🥰🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️

u/Annika-TheConfused — 18 days ago
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egg_irl

Today I went swimming (pre-HRT) and at one point I thought to myself:

Wow, it would be really nice to have a bikini right now.

So, I’m looking forward to the day when I buy my first bikini and wear it 🥹🥹

u/Annika-TheConfused — 23 days ago

Therapie

Hallo zusammen.
Wie lange habt ihr, gesetzlich versichert oder selbstzahler*innen auf euren Therapieplatz gewartet?
Kennt jemand gute Praxen mit Kapazitäten in Düsseldorf, Krefeld und Umgebung?

Die Webseite Queermed war bisher leider nur so semi hilfreich

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u/Annika-TheConfused — 1 month ago
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*Pre HRT*

Last week i decided to but it online, and today is first day i am really wearing it.
It feels so good i have not expected that to be honest.
I mean i don't have any boobs, yet, that could be carried by it, but to feel it is sooo good.
It is a sport's bra by the way.

I am so happy. 😄

u/Annika-TheConfused — 1 month ago

[24 AMAB] Hi, I’ve got a question for all the lovely trans people here.

For me, it’s always been the case that I’ve basically always been unhappy with myself and with the world, but I could never put my finger on why.

I’ve now read several articles and posts, watched videos by trans people and more.

How did you feel?

Were you also unhappy before your transition without knowing why?

Has it got better since your transition?

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u/Annika-TheConfused — 1 month ago

[24 M] hey, i need your help.

Hi, this is all new to me. Could you help me and share your experiences with me?

Feel free via DM or here as a comment.

I never thought about it because I always had more important problems to deal with.

I can identify neither with the gender-typical female sex nor with the gender-typical male sex.

I never felt the need to assign myself to a gender.

For years now, however, I have wanted to look more feminine (I am biologically male).

I could never compare myself with men's thinking and always felt more comfortable with women.

I never needed labeling, the same applies to my sexuality.

I don't need labels.

What I know:

I am attracted more to women or feminine men than to stereotypical men.

I want to look more feminine.

I cant identify with the stereotype for women nor for men.

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u/Annika-TheConfused — 1 month ago