Hey all, I was wondering if I could get my friend on toyhouse? She's the only friend in our trio that doesnt have an acc there and i think she would benefit alot if she was able to get her chaarcters up on the site.
Nobody feels easy to talk to anymore, and even when i get close to them i just end up losing them anyways or people just magically decide i’m not interesting enough. I’ve tried making friends with people but the only time i was actually able to do that recently was at the pyschward, and even then it’s like why cant i make friends with anybody who is actually NEAR to me.
I try opening up about my interests and hobbies, like how i’m into drawing or the fandoms i’ve been apart of. My culture and where i’m from, etc, etc but nothing feels like its working. It feels like i literally have to give it my all to fucking talk to people now and it’s so miserable.
I'm in college now and it feels like i'm even more lonely because of how big the campus is and how your not as forced to interact with your peers. people just get up leave and go hang out with their friends while i dont do get to do that.
Everybody feels like they have been friends forever and it fucks stinks.
I’m a black fem enby and i feel like i’ll never find meaningful relationships in real life. My online friends are so kind, and i love them so much, but i wish i had that experience IN REAL LIFE. My loneliness does not ease my depression one bit, and seeing other people hang with each other makes me feel worse about myself. I struggle to fit anywhere I go, and I feel like I cant find anybody who actually wants to stick around.
I’m always the one eating alone, I’m hiding in my mom’s office, and walking throughout my college campus by myself.
I’m not even antisocial, or like hate interacting. It’s just why does nobody actually wanna talk anymore. It feels like everybody just stays in there friend groups for god knows how long and if you werent there for its creation you just get gatekept out. Wether that be in the Art Community, Gaming, or just life in general.
God i wish i had someone to hug.