u/AnythingPhilosophy

I know this question is stupid but i found about this Law months ago, and I got to say Ra make interesting points about the light and how the light consciousness is everywhere but yet one will gain it all and i think its cool that ra key point is that the light is just a kid in a grown adults body just observing through us.

And im like dang! Its been eons and thus far, Im looking for real signs on the surface, reading ra notes that the creator is literally on this earth walking, and im like dang, there's other ppl out there who claimed to the one but the stuff im reading about them, I dont think they truly cut it on what Ra is talking about here.

Advice and help is appreciated ^^ just wanna know what yall think 🙃🙃

(Omfg, its so hard to post in reddit for the frist time like this..glad i found my ppl)

Hey, 31 f here, ik by reading the title it might be a little far fetched to say, but over time, I came to realization that my condition is the main reason that im mostly struggling to do everyday activities like writing, reading and sports n stuffs...it wasnt like this before but I knew deep down in high-school, I truly cant fully physically get into an activity...and man let me tell you!

My life, I been doing this pattern n all, it gotten to the point im just becoming aware that I cant stay in one pattern all my life! I lost my job, luckily i got a new one but eehhh... i was wronged n shets, like ngl, its easy by yourself alone with family but whenever its holding weight from others its hard to pick yeaself up again..my moves is bittersweet but im trying to make things work as I go. No more of this 😤😤😫🫩 I want peace.

So basicallyyyyy, I have bipolar 3 (bp3) its autism,adhd and depression all at once..and what i was told that my emotions work like a flexible dial..really sensitive....and guess what? I found this out last year! Ngl, its not bothering me because I have this since i was a kid really, and ngl, I dont want meditation..i just want a psychologist or anyone just to hear me out.

I was born in Gotham,TN (ykyk) and raised in Columbus,GA with only my mom and her side of the family. Over time tho, ik while mom was moving, i view my childhood (6-18) more like a hit n miss really, I was an only child till 2007.

Just a small warning, my memory is terrible when it comes to numbers, all I can do is pinpoint is whats on the TV at the time..thats literally my time frames, hell I dont remember peoples ages😭😭

As a only child, the fan favored at the time, i have it all and lost it all as a single latchkey kid really, and ik mom isn't the best but she damn knows what's best when its best for me and she will always be there besides me.

My life isnt that bad there was highs n lows when it comes to my life really..i struggle with a lot of things when it comes down whenever i try to mentally and physically do, it was annoying at the time.

Oi, just sparing details I have so many chapters in my short life good and bad days, light and dark with action. I gave it a lott of thought with myself, so im not going to deep with family, friendship, gray sheep yadda yadda thats another story ngl🙄😬🤨 the focus is more of like..

This freaking condition is in the way on whatever i need to do! Now dont come at me whenever it comes to bullsshittt about ideas or "have you tried this?" Haven lookin ass, im fucking tired of the same god dang thing! Its driving me nuts!!! Ugh! Over ten years of me being in a controlling home n shits its a broken record ngl.

Anyways, ngl to you yall...I didnt know I have psychosis all this time, I been betraying this as imagination since I was small..still do! Hasn't bothered me at all ngl. I was a weird ass kiddo. Like..i love cool shits, im a bold tom boy lol

Look now...im a Christian that believes in the light 100%, i believe in all respectfully ngl. Im a believer that hugs the light and acknowledge all..love all..over time of course lol.

So in the good part of my life...tbh..in high-school..i was failing that bitch at the time, I made it out with Cs! ngl bruh, I watched the new episode of that anime OHSC in the library and i overheard some grown men talking to my memaw at the time, they was explaining how im failing and my future is at risk! That worried the hell outta me. 😮‍💨

So at the time..im those kids that has to struggle to get my games n all, Im sooo fixated on anime and cartoons n shit, but never into the phycal activities, trust me I tried 😖😖🫪

Everything is average overall, just barley making it through ☠️☠️☠️😤😌.

So I hatched a plan, and just think of an happy place and just work throughout my mental there from that point on. I donno truly, ik I can't self diagnose myself but damn it, i caught into the 90s spotlight of PSAs, so it either take a freaking wacky guess or there's goes my future ngl. So many plans to make it happen..ppfft.

So basically more I think, and the more I visualize, I can manage to get my mental in check up till this day I really heavily into the spirit and mythology area and mykcal area, plus its hard to make friends at the time so this is all i have as a child that watches tv and goes outside plus I wanna be alllll the fictional characters I see lol.

I dont know what the specifics whenever its information btw, all ik is that ik the bits and bobs that sounds cool on whatever lol so what i do is when I hear a cool fact, I store it and just forget but than remember..look my freaking memory ugh

But still, I been improving since and over time, during that time while im at my lowest, the alchemist took my hand for awhile, our nothing grew into something. But time passed by, my actions isnt the best with that guy so I vow to myself to bettering myself over time

So I gotten so good trusting logic and spirit..over time I helped my friends improve back on whatever they need to be...and guess what? After a little bit of grounded love on what we all truly genuinely wanted from the start, they all improved and gotten better in my methods thus far lol even my own little sister! (18) she took my advice and she gotten better with her bi-polar

But otherwise, its hard out there, its hard to get out of Gotham bro, im tired of repeating formats, I have so many ideas!

I know what I wanna do, I wanna spread awareness about my condition and what i can show that since I can bypass bp3 without any medicine at all,(I tried a little to okay? I ditched that so fast) plus with flower, it helps a lot to slow the process down to. (Started at 23 dont at me)

I truly tried my best to handle myself to the best ability..respectfully..the last job i had an eye on show me a program thats definitely up my alley, they all gave me hope, and once I give in my story on why goddess nike has no arms and no head it mentally just doesn't feel good.

The whole point is, im fine with where im at, I just want ppl to be middle grounded with me, do this with me with logic and or by the spirit itself...drop whatever you have and be a kid with me again for a little while, its to much of nothing to worry about something, but we can both brainstorm it out together, what can we do to improve as a unit? And we work from there. Thats it.

Oi, thats all, thanks for my ted talk ya readin lackeys lol

Ps-I will answer all of your questions, seriously, im an open book so dont be shy to ask for details thank you ☺️

Hey, 31 f here, ik by reading the title it might be a little far fetched to say, but over time, I came to realization that my condition is the main reason that im mostly struggling to do everyday activities like writing, reading and sports n stuffs...it wasnt like this before but I knew deep down in high-school, I truly cant fully physically get into an activity...and man let me tell you!

My life, I been doing this pattern n all, it gotten to the point im just becoming aware that I cant stay in one pattern all my life! I lost my job, luckily i got a new one but eehhh... i was wronged n shets, like ngl, its easy by yourself alone with family but whenever its holding weight from others its hard to pick yeaself up again..my moves is bittersweet but im trying to make things work as I go. No more of this 😤😤😫🫩 I want peace.

So basicallyyyyy, I somehow have (bp3) its autism,adhd and depression all at once..and what i was told that my emotions work like a flexible dial..really sensitive....and guess what? I found this out last year! Ngl, its not bothering me because I have this since i was a kid really, and ngl, I dont want meditation..i just want a psychologist or anyone just to hear me out.

I was born in Gotham,TN (ykyk) and raised in Columbus,GA with only my mom and her side of the family. Over time tho, ik while mom was moving, i view my childhood (6-18) more like a hit n miss really, I was an only child till 2007.

Just a small warning, my memory is terrible when it comes to numbers, all I can do is pinpoint is whats on the TV at the time..thats literally my time frames, hell I dont remember peoples ages😭😭

As a only child, the fan favored at the time, i have it all and lost it all as a single latchkey kid really, and ik mom isn't the best but she damn knows what's best when its best for me and she will always be there besides me.

My life isnt that bad there was highs n lows when it comes to my life really..i struggle with a lot of things when it comes down whenever i try to mentally and physically do, it was annoying at the time.

Oi, just sparing details I have so many chapters in my short life good and bad days, light and dark with action. I gave it a lott of thought with myself, so im not going to deep with family, friendship, gray sheep yadda yadda thats another story ngl🙄😬🤨 the focus is more of like..

This freaking condition is in the way on whatever i need to do! Now dont come at me whenever it comes to bullsshittt about ideas or "have you tried this?" Haven lookin ass, im fucking tired of the same god dang thing! Its driving me nuts!!! Ugh! Over ten years of me being in a controlling home n shits its a broken record ngl.

Anyways, ngl to you yall...I didnt know I have psychosis all this time, I been betraying this as imagination since I was small..still do! Hasn't bothered me at all ngl. I was a weird ass kiddo. Like..i love cool shits, im a bold tom boy lol

Look now...im a Christian that believes in the light 100%, i believe in all respectfully ngl. Im a believer that hugs the light and acknowledge all..love all..over time of course lol.

So in the good part of my life...tbh..in high-school..i was failing that bitch at the time, I made it out with Cs! ngl bruh, I watched the new episode of that anime OHSC in the library and i overheard some grown men talking to my memaw at the time, they was explaining how im failing and my future is at risk! That worried the hell outta me. 😮‍💨

So at the time..im those kids that has to struggle to get my games n all, Im sooo fixated on anime and cartoons n shit, but never into the phycal activities, trust me I tried 😖😖🫪

Everything is average overall, just barley making it through ☠️☠️☠️😤😌.

So I hatched a plan, and just think of an happy place and just work throughout my mental there from that point on. I donno truly, ik I can't self diagnose myself but damn it, i caught into the 90s spotlight of PSAs, so it either take a freaking wacky guess or there's goes my future ngl. So many plans to make it happen..ppfft.

So basically more I think, and the more I visualize, I can manage to get my mental in check up till this day I really heavily into the spirit and mythology area and mykcal area, plus its hard to make friends at the time so this is all i have as a child that watches tv and goes outside plus I wanna be alllll the fictional characters I see lol.

I dont know what the specifics whenever its information btw, all ik is that ik the bits and bobs that sounds cool on whatever lol so what i do is when I hear a cool fact, I store it and just forget but than remember..look my freaking memory ugh

But still, I been improving since and over time, during that time while im at my lowest, the alchemist took my hand for awhile, our nothing grew into something. But time passed by, my actions isnt the best with that guy so I vow to myself to bettering myself over time

So I  gotten so good trusting logic and spirit..over time I helped my friends improve back on whatever they need to be...and guess what? After a little bit of grounded love on what we all truly genuinely wanted from the start, they all improved and gotten better in my methods thus far lol even my own little sister! (18) she took my advice and she gotten better with her condition

But otherwise, its hard out there, its hard to get out of Gotham bro, im tired of repeating formats, I have so many ideas!

I know what I wanna do, I wanna spread awareness about my condition and what i can show that since I can bypass bp3 without any medicine at all,(I tried a little to okay? I ditched that so fast) plus with flower, it helps a lot to slow the process down to. (Started at 23 dont at me)

I truly tried my best to handle myself to the best ability..respectfully..the last job i had an eye on show me a program thats definitely up my alley, they all gave me hope, and once I give in my story on why goddess nike has no arms and no head it mentally just doesn't feel good.

The whole point is, im fine with where im at, I just want ppl to be middle grounded with me, do this with me with logic and or by the spirit itself...drop whatever you have and be a kid with me again for a little while, its to much of nothing to worry about something, but we can both brainstorm it out together, what can we do to improve as a unit? And we work from there. Thats it.

Oi, thats all, thanks for my ted talk ya readin lackeys lol

Ps-I will answer all of your questions, seriously, im an open book so dont be shy to ask for details thank you ☺️

Hey, 31 f here, ik by reading the title it might be a little far fetched to say, but over time, I came to realization that my condition is the main reason that im mostly struggling to do everyday activities like writing, reading and sports n stuffs...it wasnt like this before but I knew deep down in high-school, I truly cant fully physically get into an activity...and man let me tell you!

My life, I been doing this pattern n all, it gotten to the point im just becoming aware that I cant stay in one pattern all my life! I lost my job, luckily i got a new one but eehhh... i was wronged n shets, like ngl, its easy by yourself alone with family but whenever its holding weight from others its hard to pick yeaself up again..my moves is bittersweet but im trying to make things work as I go. No more of this 😤😤😫🫩 I want peace.

So basicallyyyyy, I somehow have (bp3) its autism,adhd and depression all at once..and what i was told that my emotions work like a flexible dial..really sensitive....and guess what? I found this out last year! Ngl, its not bothering me because I have this since i was a kid really, and ngl, I dont want meditation..i just want a psychologist or anyone just to hear me out.

I was born in Gotham,TN (ykyk) and raised in Columbus,GA with only my mom and her side of the family. Over time tho, ik while mom was moving, i view my childhood (6-18) more like a hit n miss really, I was an only child till 2007.

Just a small warning, my memory is terrible when it comes to numbers, all I can do is pinpoint is whats on the TV at the time..thats literally my time frames, hell I dont remember peoples ages😭😭

As a only child, the fan favored at the time, i have it all and lost it all as a single latchkey kid really, and ik mom isn't the best but she damn knows what's best when its best for me and she will always be there besides me.

My life isnt that bad there was highs n lows when it comes to my life really..i struggle with a lot of things when it comes down whenever i try to mentally and physically do, it was annoying at the time.

Oi, just sparing details I have so many chapters in my short life good and bad days, light and dark with action. I gave it a lott of thought with myself, so im not going to deep with family, friendship, gray sheep yadda yadda thats another story ngl🙄😬🤨 the focus is more of like..

This freaking condition is in the way on whatever i need to do! Now dont come at me whenever it comes to bullsshittt about ideas or "have you tried this?" Haven lookin ass, im fucking tired of the same god dang thing! Its driving me nuts!!! Ugh! Over ten years of me being in a controlling home n shits its a broken record ngl.

Anyways, ngl to you yall...I didnt know I have psychosis all this time, I been betraying this as imagination since I was small..still do! Hasn't bothered me at all ngl. I was a weird ass kiddo. Like..i love cool shits, im a bold tom boy lol

Look now...im a Christian that believes in the light 100%, i believe in all respectfully ngl. Im a believer that hugs the light and acknowledge all..love all..over time of course lol.

So in the good part of my life...tbh..in high-school..i was failing that bitch at the time, I made it out with Cs! ngl bruh, I watched the new episode of that anime OHSC in the library and i overheard some grown men talking to my memaw at the time, they was explaining how im failing and my future is at risk! That worried the hell outta me. 😮‍💨

So at the time..im those kids that has to struggle to get my games n all, Im sooo fixated on anime and cartoons n shit, but never into the phycal activities, trust me I tried 😖😖🫪

Everything is average overall, just barley making it through ☠️☠️☠️😤😌.

So I hatched a plan, and just think of an happy place and just work throughout my mental there from that point on. I donno truly, ik I can't self diagnose myself but damn it, i caught into the 90s spotlight of PSAs, so it either take a freaking wacky guess or there's goes my future ngl. So many plans to make it happen..ppfft.

So basically more I think, and the more I visualize, I can manage to get my mental in check up till this day I really heavily into the spirit and mythology area and mykcal area, plus its hard to make friends at the time so this is all i have as a child that watches tv and goes outside plus I wanna be alllll the fictional characters I see lol.

I dont know what the specifics whenever its information btw, all ik is that ik the bits and bobs that sounds cool on whatever lol so what i do is when I hear a cool fact, I store it and just forget but than remember..look my freaking memory ugh

But still, I been improving since and over time, during that time while im at my lowest, the alchemist took my hand for awhile, our nothing grew into something. But time passed by, my actions isnt the best with that guy so I vow to myself to bettering myself over time

So I  gotten so good trusting logic and spirit..over time I helped my friends improve back on whatever they need to be...and guess what? After a little bit of grounded love on what we all truly genuinely wanted from the start, they all improved and gotten better in my methods thus far lol even my own little sister! (18) she took my advice and she gotten better with her condition

But otherwise, its hard out there, its hard to get out of Gotham bro, im tired of repeating formats, I have so many ideas!

I know what I wanna do, I wanna spread awareness about my condition and what i can show that since I can bypass bp3 without any medicine at all,(I tried a little to okay? I ditched that so fast) plus with flower, it helps a lot to slow the process down to. (Started at 23 dont at me)

I truly tried my best to handle myself to the best ability..respectfully..the last job i had an eye on show me a program thats definitely up my alley, they all gave me hope, and once I give in my story on why goddess nike has no arms and no head it mentally just doesn't feel good.

The whole point is, im fine with where im at, I just want ppl to be middle grounded with me, do this with me with logic and or by the spirit itself...drop whatever you have and be a kid with me again for a little while, its to much of nothing to worry about something, but we can both brainstorm it out together, what can we do to improve as a unit? And we work from there. Thats it.

Oi, thats all, thanks for my ted talk ya readin lackeys lol

Ps-I will answer all of your questions, seriously, im an open book so dont be shy to ask for details thank you ☺️

Hey, 31 f here, dont know where to post this but ik by reading the title it might be a little far fetched to say, but over time, I came to realization that my condition is the main reason that im mostly struggling to do everyday activities like writing, reading and sports n stuffs...it wasnt like this before but I knew deep down in high-school, I truly cant fully physically get into an activity...and man let me tell you!

My life, I been doing this pattern n all, it gotten to the point im just becoming aware that I cant stay in one pattern all my life! I lost my job, luckily i got a new one but eehhh... i was wronged n shets, like ngl, its easy by yourself alone with family but whenever its holding weight from others its hard to pick yeaself up again..my moves is bittersweet but im trying to make things work as I go. No more of this 😤😤😫🫩 I want peace.

So basicallyyyyy, I have bipolar 3 (bp3) its autism,adhd and depression all at once..and what i was told that my emotions work like a flexible dial..really sensitive....and guess what? I found this out last year! Ngl, its not bothering me because I have this since i was a kid really, and ngl, I dont want meditation..i just want a psychologist or anyone just to hear me out.

I was born in Gotham,TN (ykyk) and raised in Columbus,GA with only my mom and her side of the family. Over time tho, ik while mom was moving, i view my childhood (6-18) more like a hit n miss really, I was an only child till 2007.

Just a small warning, my memory is terrible when it comes to numbers, all I can do is pinpoint is whats on the TV at the time..thats literally my time frames, hell I dont remember peoples ages😭😭

As a only child, the fan favored at the time, i have it all and lost it all as a single latchkey kid really, and ik mom isn't the best but she damn knows what's best when its best for me and she will always be there besides me.

My life isnt that bad there was highs n lows when it comes to my life really..i struggle with a lot of things when it comes down whenever i try to mentally and physically do, it was annoying at the time.

Oi, just sparing details I have so many chapters in my short life good and bad days, light and dark with action. I gave it a lott of thought with myself, so im not going to deep with family, friendship, gray sheep yadda yadda thats another story ngl🙄😬🤨 the focus is more of like..

This freaking condition is in the way on whatever i need to do! Now dont come at me whenever it comes to bullsshittt about ideas or "have you tried this?" Haven lookin ass, im fucking tired of the same god dang thing! Its driving me nuts!!! Ugh! Over ten years of me being in a controlling home n shits its a broken record ngl.

Anyways, ngl to you yall...I didnt know I have psychosis all this time, I been betraying this as imagination since I was small..still do! Hasn't bothered me at all ngl. I was a weird ass kiddo. Like..i love cool shits, im a bold tom boy lol

Look now...im a Christian that believes in the light 100%, i believe in all respectfully ngl. Im a believer that hugs the light and acknowledge all..love all..over time of course lol.

So in the good part of my life...tbh..in high-school..i was failing that bitch at the time, I made it out with Cs! ngl bruh, I watched the new episode of that anime OHSC in the library and i overheard some grown men talking to my memaw at the time, they was explaining how im failing and my future is at risk! That worried the hell outta me. 😮‍💨

So at the time..im those kids that has to struggle to get my games n all, Im sooo fixated on anime and cartoons n shit, but never into the phycal activities, trust me I tried 😖😖🫪

Everything is average overall, just barley making it through ☠️☠️☠️😤😌.

So I hatched a plan, and just think of an happy place and just work throughout my mental there from that point on. I donno truly, ik I can't self diagnose myself but damn it, i caught into the 90s spotlight of PSAs, so it either take a freaking wacky guess or there's goes my future ngl. So many plans to make it happen..ppfft.

So basically more I think, and the more I visualize, I can manage to get my mental in check up till this day I really heavily into the spirit and mythology area and mykcal area, plus its hard to make friends at the time so this is all i have as a child that watches tv and goes outside plus I wanna be alllll the fictional characters I see lol.

I dont know what the specifics whenever its information btw, all ik is that ik the bits and bobs that sounds cool on whatever lol so what i do is when I hear a cool fact, I store it and just forget but than remember..look my freaking memory ugh

But still, I been improving since and over time, during that time while im at my lowest, the alchemist took my hand for awhile, our nothing grew into something. But time passed by, my actions isnt the best with that guy so I vow to myself to bettering myself over time

So I  gotten so good trusting logic and spirit..over time I helped my friends improve back on whatever they need to be...and guess what? After a little bit of grounded love on what we all truly genuinely wanted from the start, they all improved and gotten better in my methods thus far lol even my own little sister! (18) she took my advice and she gotten better with her bi-polar

But otherwise, its hard out there, its hard to get out of Gotham bro, im tired of repeating formats, I have so many ideas!

I know what I wanna do, I wanna spread awareness about my condition and what i can show that since I can bypass bp3 without any medicine at all,(I tried a little to okay? I ditched that so fast) plus with flower, it helps a lot to slow the process down to. (Started at 23 dont at me)

I truly tried my best to handle myself to the best ability..respectfully..the last job i had an eye on show me a program thats definitely up my alley, they all gave me hope, and once I give in my story on why goddess nike has no arms and no head it mentally just doesn't feel good.

The whole point is, im fine with where im at, I just want ppl to be middle grounded with me, do this with me with logic and or by the spirit itself...drop whatever you have and be a kid with me again for a little while, its to much of nothing to worry about something, but we can both brainstorm it out together, what can we do to improve as a unit? And we work from there. Thats it.

Oi, thats all, thanks for listening to my ted talk ya readin lackeys lol

Ps-I will answer all of your questions, seriously, im an open book so dont be shy to ask for details thank you ☺️