u/Apart_Thing_5569

With a gpa 5 in SSC and a predicted gpa 4.5 in HSC, is it possible to for me to try for an university in Germany? What subjects would be the best and how likely would I be to be able to comfortably secure a job there? Would other similar countries like Denmark, Sweden etc be better? I don't know much about studying in foreign countries so I'd also like advice on which sources I should turn to (specific to the country and/or in general)

Take a couple of tissue papers to the exam hall tomorrow. Khatay choker pani porle lekha bojha jabena, Tokhon teachera marks aro kom dibe

About hsc

So, hsc is practically here. I don't know if I'm capable of getting gpa 5. Throughout class 11 and 12, I've been within top 5 in my section and in test, at top 50 in my class. But it's almost always been because of last minute cramming and calculating what topics I can skip. Even now, my discipline is horrible. Just thinking about hsc scares me like nothing else ever could, because all my parents asked for is a gpa5....they've given me everything...and I can't even give them this because I can't make myself just...stick to it. I've tried routines, studying at specific times, doesn't work. Pomodoro works only a little. Bio and English are my best subjects, maths is my worst. Maths especially is stressing me out, second paper er almost half chapters ei Ami parina. Mcq to baad ei dilam....

On top of that, coaching and college is just breathing down my neck

Im just completely lost right now.....what do I do? And....is there any, any possible way that I still have a chance at gpa 5? Any way to fix myself?

All in all.....I'm just scared in ways I've never been before.