
My last wish....
Post copied from the real deepshit Insta's page. But I really want this when my story ends. I'm absolutely fine now. But if my time comes... because music healed me and it never made me feel alone. What is ur last wish....

Post copied from the real deepshit Insta's page. But I really want this when my story ends. I'm absolutely fine now. But if my time comes... because music healed me and it never made me feel alone. What is ur last wish....
was really hoping today would finally be the day for Lewis or Charles. Seeing the pace, the strategy, and then watching it all slip away is frustrating as a fan, as a Ferrari supporter, these weekends are emotionally exhausting. Every race starts with hope and somehow ends with "maybe next time."
Ferrari fans deserve compensation for this emotional damage.
Came into today believing in Hamilton or Leclerc.
Left with disappointment... again.
Anyone else feeling the same after today's race?
I'm 26M..I met this girl 4-5 years back in a mutual family function. I liked her so much we exchanged the contacts without knowing anyone.. so we went out on date after 4 mnths of chatting n later i confessed her that i lover her but at the same time she said even if i accept you, we won't be getting married coz of our parents. N after few days she said that she's kind of introvert she won't talk to anyone at college or at work.. if i stopped talking she'll feel lonley so she asked to be her friend with benifits.. i took a gap n i thought that i can get close to her n then we might end up together. So i said ok n in last 2-3years we had everything just like we are in a relationship, possessiveness, jealous, fights, sex n consoling everything i thought we'll be a good couple.. everything happend no one knows neither our friends or anyone... we continued this and 2.5 years and suddenly one day she said that she need a break for 4-5mnths n i asked why but she said bla bla.... so said ok 5mnths right it's gonna over just like that. After 6 mnths. She texted me back saying she's married and still she wants me, she asked me to pick her after work .. i donno what to do.... but i still love her but i can't ruin someone's life, I'm from a broken family i don't know whether she had sex with her husband or they planning kids or something but i don't want to spoil something when they're starting a new life..n i said that stop thinking like this n i said no n i asked her to not contact me ever again i wrote this text with so much pain that i can't describe... i have chance to be a big man here so i took it... now I'm depressed n think i shouldn't let her have that 5mnth break... i should have stayed... n now i hate myself for taking bad decisions throught out my life... i planned my future with her.... i feel bad n at the same time i feel good too. I'm new this reddit my frnd said that everyone share their stories here, so i shared mine.. but seriously i miss her touch n i miss her presence... did i do good or wrong?
How to farm karma.... I'm unable to post or unable to comment too. I've been trying to be active in some subs but i can't do any thing rather than just upvote others.