Am I spiralling on him or is this valid to get pissed off of?
I'm a female and I got to know this male friend for a couple days now, it's not the best relationship but he seemed nice
He was kinda guarded at the beginning and then he opened up to me which made me feel good and we had some good time with deep talk
Here was busy so I asked him when would he be free because I wanted his opinion on something, I waited for an hour and 20mins to discuss with him about some guy I got to know and I am interested in that guy "romantically"
He stayed reading my messages, and then suggested I give that guy a chance for a week to know how I feel about him
Then I talked about an aspect he said he doesn't know about, and I was already fidgeting the whole fucking day with my anxiety and supressing my thoughts of me being a burden on friends and family and whatnot, overthinking and analysing every single thing, but I couldn't help myself and wrote to him apologising for annoying him.. and he liked the message
I felt gut punched, I got repulsed, I didn't wanna talk to him anymore, so am I overreacting or was that like actually a really bad move?
-I have BPD and anxiety so take this with a grain of salt-