u/Appropriate_Fan3532

1. Becoming your mother

2. Becoming your father

3. Turning into your inner child

4. Deactivating all social media, tell no one, live off grid

I'm not pressured to make a decision I usually would've jumped at just to avoid thinking of anything bad possibly happening then ending up in resentment afterwards like I knew I would. I can sit on decisions for a few days and really listen to my gut because I've built such a delicate life balance for the first time in my life (37 F) and realizing how much thinking I'll do about something major and I find myself asking "what do I really want?" that's helped me plan for a much better reward later. I'm learning that I can save money. I am actually capable of saving money. I don't have to spend it. I don't have to conform to this ideal of staying in a box that I can feel crumbling in real time so its fruitless to try and hold on.