u/ArdnyX

I am stuck in a wall of "I want to do something with (topic)".

This all started when I encountered "Hypervisor Bypass" a couple of months ago in terms of game piracy. I thought, "*technically yes, this is not a crack, but a bypass. But how the fuck did these people even discover this?*". And I fell into the low-level rabbit hole. My priority really is reverse engineering, anything cybersecurity, and delving deeper into exploitation.

But recently, I also wanted to do "forward" engineering alongside this; like creating a tangible, visible low-level output just like how we see in fullstack / software development. So now, I'm stuck in this wall of "I want to do something with (topic)" but in my case, it's Hypervisors.

I am saying I am stuck in this wall because, I literally cannot move forward from it. This is how I've approached creating projects before but this time, I'm stuck because I only have the high-level knowledge of the topic I want, and I cannot name the "What do I specifically want?". There have also been times when I did have a conceptual understanding of a topic, but I still cannot name a something I want to create because I think I wired myself to be obsessed to always aim to create something innovatively absurd.

Can I not name anything because I don't have a knowledge of that area yet? What is this really and how can I approach this (dilemma?)

I have Learnt C for the past 3 months, and now studying Assembly through OST2. After this, I plan on reading and doing really deep work on OSTEP (people say its projects & activities are really rigorous too). Maybe after that, I can have more ideas?

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u/ArdnyX — 2 days ago

For some reason, my head and eyes feel so much worse despite having this ambient light during night time. What's the explanation why?

Every single time, it feels so much worse than just having everything closed and just have the laptop screen turned on (but that's also bad).

But even with this kind of ambient light, I find myself feeling so much worse, I don't know why. Could it be the orientation of the large flourescent light? The flourescent light is too strong? It hurts my eyes so much (do take note that when I'm working normally, I don't see the flourescent light, its much like the 1st pic pov).

u/ArdnyX — 4 days ago

For some reason, my head and eyes feel so much worse despite having this ambient light during night time. What's the explanation why?

Every single time, it feels so much worse than just having everything closed and just have the laptop screen turned on (but that's also bad).

But even with this kind of ambient light, I find myself feeling so much worse, I don't know why. Could it be the orientation of the large flourescent light? The flourescent light is too strong? It hurts my eyes so much (**do take note that when I'm working normally, I don't see the flourescent light, its much like the 1st pic pov**).

u/ArdnyX — 5 days ago