u/Artistic_Prune_9681

Hello, it's me Elijah.

I've been wandering a lot of things about myself the past years and how I grew up to the person I am today, a lonely disabled origami artist whose legs and hips don't work as they should after the incident.

I've been like this since for god knows how long, my parents weren't really parents so I had to figure out everything myself growing up and I don't know if I can break myself out of this isolation even if I tried? I did try at least six times and I ended up being right every time, I can't have a partner because I love myself too much, and I can't have any friends because I get jealous fast and I can't even maintain relationships because I am too into myself to allow that to happen, so, I am cooked?

Any thoughts on my so called self imposed solitude?

I'm having major troubles of having the people in my family listen to me since I am the one taking care of the finances and stuff but shouldn't it be the other way around since I'm disabled via my hips and legs while I can't even stay awake most days since my sleep apnea is that bad, any tips to get people to listen even if they are far away emotionally?