u/Aryb_7

I’m done with myself no matter what i do or how hard I try, it never feels enough to make anyone happy or fulfill expectations i keep giving my best, pushing myself, overthinking every little thing, and still somehow I end up feeling like I disappoint everyone around me i don’t even know who I’m trying so hard for anymore it’s exhausting constantly feeling like you’re falling behind while everyone else seems to have it together

My anxiety isn’t just in my head anymore every time it hits I can literally feel my body going out of control my heart starts racing my blood pressure shoots up I’ve even had blood come out of my nose I’ve tried everything people suggest medications, counseling, trying to stay calm, distracting myself but nothing feels like it’s actually fixing anything it just feels like I’m surviving one episode to the next I just don’t want to feel like this anymore