u/Ashamed-Society-2875

I am college going guys(18M), i feel i have like really high libido, i eat really clean , workout, study hard but then i sometimes fap like 2-4 times a month and this makes me feel really bad about myself , like i compromised my intelligence or should have used this time for gym and not wasted my testosterone in this act

my qns

1)Should i actively try to do 0
2)How common is it among college boys around 18 years of age?

its been almost a year since jee(2025), b, was always sicnere and consistent , but still could not get IIT

All those days i spent grinding , all those afternoons, all those late nights suddenly come into memory , it all feels a waste , like maybe i was never meant to crack it....., i feel so sad , so baddd, sometimes i forget it but it creeps up again , i pushed by body to its limits sometimes for studying....

i may have made some mistakes but i studied every single day now who do i blame but myself , sometimes i feel teachers werent good or i didnt get good guidance

I WAS ALSO SUFFERING FROM pure OCD which kind of fked me tooo......

I did whatever i could in 2 whole fking yearssss

1)attended all classes
2) studied and worked out all chapoters and their modules and archives
3)studied everyday for 2 years

butt still couldn't get IIT, like i dont even know what i did wrong, i feel so badddddd, i feel son inferior cause i am not from a premiere college

my biggest anxiety is i dont even have control over my life, no matter how hard i try i just couldnt do it, i literally pushed my body to its limitssss but stuilll, the worst thing is i dont even know what i did wrong

I see ppl who did half or less effort than me are in IIT, wtfff is my problem

I feel so inferior sooo less....like why tf did i even bother preparing for jee , should have started jee prep from youtube and not wasted money in coaching,

19M in college here, i have been going to gym for 4 months and also play tennis ,
I usually dont fap like only 2 times a month but does fapping affect gains in significant way , should i actively try to stop it? and is this common ??

19M in college here, i have been going to gym for 4 months and also play tennis ,
I usually dont fap like only 1-2 times a month but does fapping affect gains in significant way , should i actively try to stop it?