u/AthleteBusiness3281

Hi all.

I’ve connected with a few Gods and deities of course they are all wonderful in their own ways. With some being a more vague, and difficult to understand while others being more clearer in how they communicate because it matters to them as their “words” hold weight.

I’d love to know your thoughts, as being autistic, I can be more emotional than usual and I find that I must connect with a God who is clearer in what they are saying.

It has always intrigued me. I see Michael Jackson’s music influencing people for good, and Diana being a true star seed. However, whom in the recent times do you believe taps into angelic energy rather than trapping people’s subconscious through negative cult music (Travis Scott has to be mentioned here)

It doesn’t mean the person just has zero ability to tap into negative themes, but is generally more balanced. You feel good and uplifted when you listen to them.

I would love to know your perspective and why you feel that way!

I know exactly want I must implement in my skin care, my self care, my lifestyle to make myself content but because of responsibilities, trauma and just laziness due to exhaustion of life I’ve wasted over 30 years living just like that. Survival mode, and whenever I tried to bloom something traumatic happened to keep me from living. So to this point I have expected if I even try to change my life, something will happen to keep me from doing it.

My schedule: Work, worry, pay bills, sleep. Repeat. No friends or anything.. friends betrayed me. I don’t even look after myself.

If you do relate to this or have overcome this, I’d really like your advice. I’ve wasted my golden years and now realizing I don’t want to waste my 30s too!