Today I went to my high school to gather all my documents. They gave me to fill out a form. I got confused and joined my dad's first and middle name. And when I came to my house I compared it to my SEE certificate and the name was separate. Ik it can be fixed but will they charge me or not???
.I don't have any friends so I post here to make me feel a little lighter. My mother is a controlling narcissist freak. Some months ago my parents opened a clothing shop and my mother want me to basically take her position and take care of her kids. I am 19 yr old high school graduate and currently preparing for medical entrance examination living with my parents. The exam is in 2 months and I am not able to study bcoz of my mother. Just today she went to clothing market and told me to cook food for her kids but I dozed off as it was 6 AM. I woke up to loud banging on the main door and it was my parents. My mother was furious coz I didn't cooked for her children. And she started cooking so I went to my room locked my door and tried to study but couldn't as I slept at 3 AM so I went to bed. That women banged on my door and I woke up. After I opened the door she went on and on about how my siblings could have missed school just bcoz of me and then she slapped me. I was furious and locked myself in the bathroom. She started taunting me abt everythingg and then smashed the lock of my door. I swear the locked room is my only safe space and she snatched that from me. She remind me how she bought me laptop, study table and night dress ( She didn't brought mobile coz I don't have one). She taunted me abt my past relationship and started slut slamming me. She told me if I was alone studying here I would turn into a slut and would have gone to every boy room. Yes I had a bf in past but it was only one and I left him for these people but now I do not talk to any boy. I barely talk to any girl. Its too much now and today was the only time I didn't cook when they went to cloth market. I have to do dishes and prepare dinner everyday. But it was just one day and this woman couldn't let this go. I have a lot of suicidal thoughts rn and I don't think I can survive any more days like this.
It's actually my second post here. I don't have any friends so I post here to make me feel a little lighter. My mother is a controlling narcissist freak. Some months ago my parents opened a clothing shop and my mother want me to basically take her position and take care of her kids. I am 19 yr old high school graduate and currently preparing for medical entrance examination living with my parents. The exam is in 2 months and I am not able to study bcoz of my mother. Just today she went to clothing market and told me to cook food for her kids but I dozed off as it was 6 AM. I woke up to loud banging on the main door and it was my parents. My mother was furious coz I didn't cooked for her children. And she started cooking so I went to my room locked my door and tried to study but couldn't as I slept at 3 AM so I went to bed. That women banged on my door and I woke up. After I opened the door she went on and on about how my siblings could have missed school just bcoz of me and then she slapped me. I was furious and locked myself in the bathroom. She started taunting me abt everythingg and then smashed the lock of my door. I swear the locked room is my only safe space and she snatched that from me. She remind me how she bought me laptop, study table and night dress ( She didn't brought mobile coz I don't have one). She taunted me abt my past relationship and started slut slamming me. She told me if I was alone studying here I would turn into a slut and would have gone to every boy room. Yes I had a bf in past but it was only one and I left him for these people but now I do not talk to any boy. I barely talk to any girl. Its too much now and today was the only time I didn't cook when they went to cloth market. I have to do dishes and prepare dinner everyday. But it was just one day and this woman couldn't let this go. I have a lot of suicidal thoughts rn and I don't think I can survive any more days like this.
Idk if it's fine to feel this way. So I am a high scl graduate and currently living with my parents. My mom is controlling af. If I do everything according to her I am just fine but the moment I refuse smthg she goes on full reporter mode who hands me everything she has done for me which are just basic stuff. Rn I am preparing for medical exams and my mental health is just destroyed by my mother. I hate being around her but I have nowhere to go. Sometimes I wanna end my life. When she has nothing more to taunt about she goes full on bully mode and criticizes my body. I was never this insecure about myself. I just can't study and do normal stuff like eating when she is around. I am just tired of her.