u/Athy_0509

Idk if it's fine to feel this way. So I am a high scl graduate and currently living with my parents. My mom is controlling af. If I do everything according to her I am just fine but the moment I refuse smthg she goes on full reporter mode who hands me everything she has done for me which are just basic stuff. Rn I am preparing for medical exams and my mental health is just destroyed by my mother. I hate being around her but I have nowhere to go. Sometimes I wanna end my life. When she has nothing more to taunt about she goes full on bully mode and criticizes my body. I was never this insecure about myself. I just can't study and do normal stuff like eating when she is around. I am just tired of her.