u/Authentic_Xans

I had acute pancreatitis before I ever got diagnosed with gastroparesis. I was 19 and I didn’t know how serious pancreatitis could be, I just knew the staff was so mean to me and so I left AMA. now fast forward 5 years and I find out untreated acute pancreatitis can cause gastroparesis. I feel like such a loser. I’m trying to not take responsibility and blame myself because how could I have known at the time? But knowing I never had to go through this if I wasn’t such a baby and being sensitive over doctors not being nice then maybe I wouldn’t have gastroparesis now and I would’ve been living a normal life. I had to drop out of college, I can’t work, I’m trying to get an online job, I keep getting denied disability, I had to move back home. I just am so sad