pushing cuz parents life everyth can no longer swallow without PEM… not move either i think my body sceeam. scared i will die can you die from pushing ?? don’t want to die im scared
jusr need hope or advice pls
was in Rolling PEM before very severe almost extreme severe. week ago lost movement coundt sit up. went to the er at docs recs but all normal. so I can’t stay at hospital according to ass doctor that doesnt believe in ME. so options are make a trip home I cant handle in a very sensitive state(been crying too. or I can stay at psych ward just so I can like stay over night and get some benzos or smth…. ik I will crash tmrw and might need more help than I can get at home anyway so?? what do I do???
sorry for posting alot. my body is on fire and my brain is on fire. in rolling PEM for a long time. I cannot move it takes energy I don’t have b i do it anyway. I cannot not be on phone but I am anyway. I am anxious and restless. i can not speak, I can not think. and yet still I do too much anyway I don’t know how to stop/. i can not rest it is just endless hopelessness. how am I supposed to hope that I can get better when all I do is sabotage and suffer. I don’t think there is getting better for people like me.
i was wondering if anyone had any advice, or hope about getting better maybe?? Thank you
I was severe before going into a docs appt which made me very severe. I continued pushing through this (walking to the bathroom,being on phone ect) mostly because my parents didn’t understand what happened and now I am scared I will become extremely severe. what scares me the most is the possibility of never improvin. I feel really ill but I can’t calm down or stop cuz I’m so anxious.
any advice or recpvey stories or anything?? please
when ever i lay still for long enough mj body gets numb and Luke very hard to move unless i really think about it. i feel like i shouldn’t move but its so hard not too. the pain is worse. i think im becoming extremly severe cuz of the overexertion and all that i don’t know how to think anymore. or what too do. Im unprepared parents are unprepared and don’t do enough research,hopefully will change now.
please help tho i really need advice