u/AweeeWoo

To start I am a trans girl boymoder, sorry for writing here I feel very safe on this subreddit and you guys helped me at my lowest. I had two classmates, one fortunately left, the other one stayed and thinks he is my friend. It was so bad when there were two of them but now it's even worse, first one I will call him L and the second one I will call him K. When I was in the year 8 I was 15, L was constantly brushing against my thighs under the table, touching them, squeezing them, constantly sitting so close that our kness touched, he knew I hated it and that it made me extremely uncomfortable but he still continued, at this point i should say that I have curves even before starting Estrogen, I have cup B chest from probably like a hormonal imbalance or something, big butt and wider than normal male hips, significantly wider and also I have feminene legs with big thighs even though I boymod. So this just continued and grew stronger and stronger, then he started playing a game about smacking my ass idk, and I tried to do it back, I guess normal highschool boy activity being extremely gay, it was a bit funny at first but it stopped being like this so quickly. L was constantly touching me and in the end he even started grabbing me by the waist, fortunately he left but now K stayed. He started doing it more and more, more and more until it already became him trying to squeeze my chest and putting it like a game because I am a chubby "guy" in his eyes and it's okay to do it. I tolerated it at first and said nothing just tried to cover myself from this shame, then he started touching me more, my legs my chest my shoulders my waist, I feel like shit, I am so ashamed and disgusted getting touched Infront of everybody and nobody does anything, nobody because they think we are joking. 3 weeks ago he crossed the line, we were in the classroom with 2 classmates and a teacher and he cornered me starting to grope my chest, I was hiding myself with my backpack constantly, I tried to fight back for the first time pushing on his wrist with my nail so hard that it was a bit bleeding, nothing serious but still, it just made him angrier I guess and he started doing it even harder, I tried overpoweringly him but I am weak, and now I am even weaker from estrogen I can't even open a bottle, he just groped me, nobody even looked at me, there were 3 people in the class besides us and one teacher, nobody gave a fuck, nobody. I was begging him just already saying, pleading, please no, I am begging please K I am serious it's not funny anymore please, he still continued, it was also very rough, my chest was sore after this, it lasted more than a couple of minutes or maybe my time perception was slow. I felt like absolute shit the entire day after it, I was getting groped and nobody helped me because for them I am a man, holidays ended and now I am with him again, I am terrified of it happening again, I flinch every time he moves and he still thinks he is my friend, the person who gropes Infront of everybody thinks I am his friend, and nobody helps, everyone just jokes

So it's my first ever attempt at making a space plane reaching the orbit, it managed to do that but it is highly inefficient for only 2 small cargo fuselages of space putting them into 80km orbit with barely any fuel left to spare for deorbiting.

Here is the staging and flight plan breakdown:

1 Launch: I launch it from the runway, it is barely able to gain enough speed to take off, then I coast around 20 seconds with 0-10 v/s while gaining speed to 240m/s+ (TWR 0.76)

2 First tilt: After gaining enough speed I tilt it up at around 40-60 degrees to exit thick layers of the atmosphere quickly with low speed (TWR 0.96-1.24)

3 Second tilt: After exiting the thickest part of the atmosphere and entering the middle part I tilt it to 20 degrees keeping the v/s at around 100 (TWR 1.70)

4 Fuel stage separation and recovery(The huge gray pencil on top): after it burns through the main fuel stage it separates using solid motors to then coast down to 25km and open its parachutes (Twr shoots up after staging so I need to power down to TWR:2.0 while stage TWR is: 2.74)

5 Keep burning till the apoapsis is 80+km, I usually pitch the plane up and put it into prograde after it starts to burn in the remaining atmosphere during altitude gain because of the speed around 1800m/s (TWR 3.2 but I keep it after 2.0)

6 Coast to apoapsis: Coast to the 80km then burn to finish the orbit praying that there is going to be enough fuel left, opening the bay, putting the payload into orbit, closing it and preparing for reentry (TWR 3.4)

7 Re-entry: I re-enter at 40 degrees but end up spinning out in the thicker parts of the atmosphere doing a cobra, it works to speed down quickly(1900m/s to like 500m/s until I am able to stabilise it and all in 5s, very nice slow down but my kerbals don't enjoy tanking 10g's), but it's not planned even in the slightest, I implemented air brakes further to the back instead of being near the COM of the plane without the fuel tank, but I haven't tested them yet, when it atmosphere at around 300m/s I activate the jet stage (two tiny Juno engines supplied by tiny jet tanks) I fly to the KSC where I simply land and stage the drogue parachutes, that's all we are home only held together by hopes and prayers, it somehow enters orbit every time but it's extremely scary and inefficient