you guys might like challenge run where you can save only by sleeping with hardcore mode and no fast travel.
Anyway i started with idea of a permanent death hardcore run, but then slowly allowed to save on sleeping. The option is already in game menu. Just have to turn off other options.
Anyway take care guys.
Edit: I stopped perma death cause i thought i would probably quit the first time i die.
This might not work but i wanna share something recently helping me.
It is like repeating to myself “Do i not deserve to be happy ?” And in past things like “How do i feel about me feeling happy ?”.
I don’t really wait for answer but repeat and slowly i feel calmer and relaxed a bit.
Edit: I guess i kinda ask myself though.
Why does asking myself “Do i deserve to be happy ?” Repeatedly makes me feel better little bit ? Or similar things like this.
I tried affirmation they worked for a bit. But now i don’t think they work ?
Anyway also can make someone feel better. I actually don’t really wait for the answer though. I just repeat slowly.
Edit: I think i do do ask myself little bit rather than pure repetition.