I think i might be trans but i dont know
I am a fifteen year old cis (bisexual) male, and i have recently began to think about the possibility that i might be trans. On one hand i want to be a girl, i think i could express myself better if i was a girl, there are also some things that i would like to explore that i think i would be more comfortable with doing as a girl (i know that sounds weird). On the other hand i'm afraid that that is not a good enough reason, and im also not feeling any body dysmorphia (i dont think so at least), i dont particularly like having a p*nis but i can live with it. I also dont hate being a boy, existing at all isnt really great but i guess im fine with the way things are, and i dont know that i would be happier as a girl, but maybe. i should probably also mention how these feelings started (bare with me for a second). I started roleplaying as a women on chat ai apps... (yeah did i mention i hate myself?) and im worried that these feelings are actually just me being influenced by... that
its all very confusing and i could really use some guidance or help or really anything at all if anyone has any it would be great.
(sorry for bad grammar)
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