After a huge depression bout (that left me without any drive for art for a couple of years), I got into a novel treatment with Spravato that helped “unlock” my creativity, so to say.
Been drawing everyday for the past couple of months since, getting back into practicing what I’ve learned at art school, trying to fight the impostor syndrome. Tried my hand at our boi Luigi lol, let me know what you think
E aí pessoal, tô querendo sair da vida de Apple Watch. Comprei um timex T2N647 Weekender que tá chegando mas tou vidrada em divers.
Experimentei o MDV com bezel Pepsi (3a foto) e na 2a foto fiz uma montagem com o chat gepeto de como ficaria o de bezel preto kkk
Fudeu, to apaixonada. Vocês acham que vale a pena ele por 531 como primeiro “diver” e nesse valor?
Edit: se fizer diferença, sou muier, por isso não gosto de caixa muito grande
Please look at this boi and tell me what he looks like to you
This was the gang’s first mist shower after we moved to a new house and I love how funny they look after getting wet 😅
De antemão, coloquei o escondida em aspas porque sei que provavelmente eu que tava escondida num buraco sem saber o que essa franquia oferece 😭
Nunca fui muito de jogar RPG de turno, ainda mais JRPGs. Minha onda sempre foi ARPGs ou os AAA tradicionais (Skyrim, Witcher, Kingdom Come Deliverance etc). Daí fui pegar meu 2DS empoeirado e resolvi ver o que esse tal de Fire Emblem Awakening tinha de tão foda pra estar no top 5 de jogos do console.
COMO EU PASSEI A VIDA INTEIRA LONGE DESSA FRANQUIA? De alguma forma essa lore extremamente camp, com xadrez tático de personagens de anime e relacionamentozinho criado em batalhas me pegou.
Depois de 16h no Awakening, comecei o Fates e depois vou pro Three Houses do switch. Se você ainda não jogou um deles, eu peço pra dar uma chance porque porra, o que eu tava fazendo antes que nunca tinha jogado?
Vocês recomendam algum outro da franquia além desses? Comecei o do GBA mas o Awakening que me pegou.
Anyone going through this? I saw that Chat was obsessive in using “honestly?” “Sincerely?” and having a condescending tone like “you see that earlier you were like my world is ending and now you’re XYZ”.
I’ve told it to save in its core memories not once or twice, but six times, to stop with this fucking bullshit. But the idiot started to joke around it like “HONEST- ooops sorry almost did it again”, in EVERY SINGLE ANSWER to my prompts. I told it to save in its memory to not do that as well but it still keeps on…
wtf is going on with it? Is there anyway to improve its answers and circumnavigate that fucking bullshit?
After a whole month trying DBT skills (can’t count how many times I’ve dumped my head in a bucket full of cold fucking water), intense therapy, I just lost it. I can’t take it anymore at work. It’s been the worst professional experience I’ve ever had. I’m tired of being invalidated, judged, and pressured every single day to work more and more, while never having a proper onboarding process and minimal guidance. After my boss told me I was on a PiP and that I had to perform this month (otherwise they will fire me), I just lost it.
I planned my suicide. I wanted to bleed until I died, figured it was easier than taking a bunch of meds or jumping out of a balcony. I tried to kill myself with a box cutter, found out the worst way that veins are actually very hard to reach.
Now I’m here at the hospital with a hospital gown filling paperwork and thinking what the fuck is going on with my life. I feel I’m making a drama scene (even though all professionals were super helpful and understanding), I feel like maybe I’m “pretending” or “exaggerating”. Even at a hospital bed hospitalized, bills being paid by me, I still feel like a burden to my family, to the doctors, and to my girlfriend. I feel like… I don’t know. Nothing makes sense anymore, and I have no friends to share this with.
I just wanted to be normal. I just wanted to be able to open my laptop at the start of the day and not be in complete panic and anxiety after reading another of my boss’s complaints. Why the fuck can’t I take this? I am hardworking. I got into this company because of my background and reference checks. Am I too sensitive? I have been working for 13 years, since I was 18, and I haven’t felt this way before. How did I fuck up my life this much?
Hey i know my problem must be the same as a lot of folks rn.
I wanna take a step back and learn how to be away from weed cause im at a PIP at work (i don’t believe weed has a factor in it because I’ve always worked high and performed greatly in other companies). Anyway. I’m afraid for my job. And I imagine afraid of wasting money on weed again this month if I’m not even sure I’ll be employed by the end of that month.
Any suggestions recommendations for me as hard they might seem? I desperately need this job and to not fuck it up.