u/Bananalover_2001

Such a failure.

I failed 3 classes in nursing school which held me back a year & a few months. I finally graduated nursing school at 6 months pregnant. Now here I am 35 weeks pregnant and failed the nclex too, which is my licensing exam. I’m so sick of failing. Now I have to study and try again, this time with a newborn and a toddler. My husband is very supportive so he will obviously handle them while I study but at this point I have no clue how to study or what to study. That exam was so random. I feel so defeated and I’m going to bed rot today until work tonight.

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u/Bananalover_2001 — 1 day ago
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Failed in 150

I failed my NCLEX in 150 questions. Can someone please give me tips on how to pass? I walked out knowing I failed. I did Kaplan, mark K and international crusades or something like that on YouTube. I studied for hours and hours a day. I can’t stop crying. Someone please give me tips and nothing that’s extremely expensive because I just don’t have the money right now to purchase anything extra

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u/Bananalover_2001 — 1 day ago
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Taking my PN NCLEX July 7th.

Has anyone used Kaplan and passed? I score 60% and higher on my practice questions. I tried bootcamp & scored 52%. Just wondering how accurate Kaplan is

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u/Bananalover_2001 — 8 days ago

Taking my PN NCLEX July 7th.

Has anyone used Kaplan and passed? I score 60% and higher on my practice questions. I tried bootcamp & scored 52%. Just wondering how accurate Kaplan is

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u/Bananalover_2001 — 9 days ago

Welp… there goes my joy. Happy birthday to me.

I planned a Florida trip. I budgeted for it & worked extra shifts at 8 months pregnant. Last night I admitted to my husband that I stress trying to pay my portion of the mortgage & that it’s late sometimes but I pay the late fee. His reply? “You can’t be that stressed. You planned a vacation. You can get an air bnb but can’t afford mortgage?” It was soul crushing. I sobbed. I just graduated nursing school, my birthday is today & im carrying a kid. Sorry I planned a vacation that I tightly budgeted for & worked extra hours to pay for. Mind you, this money was completely separate from bill money. I already put money towards the mortgage for this month. I was so excited to go to Disney springs and look around. I was going to take $50 for snacks because I felt like I deserved to splurge a little… now my joy is gone and I feel too guilty to do what I planned for the day. Instead I’m online looking for extra shifts to pick up immediately after vacation…

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u/Bananalover_2001 — 23 days ago

Marriage seems like a huge fucking joke.

Marriage is actually so ugly. It’s not what Disney and all these other bullshit fairytales make it out to be. Some days life is so heavy my husband and I just don’t talk. Or maybe I do talk and he doesn’t have the mental capacity to listen. We don’t say goodnight because we are exhausted, we don’t say good morning because we are grumpy. We used to sit by each other on the couch and watch a movie. Now we sit separately but still enjoy a movie together. This is marriage? Well it’s bullshit and I don’t want to waste my 20s on it anymore. I see no value in it anymore. Everything we do we could do separated. I have no idea why we even got married, what was the point? We waited 4 years to get married and still made the stupid choice to proceed. Maybe it’s the pregnancy hormones but he’s just so busy with work and being there for everyone else but what about me? What about his wife? Don’t I deserve a piece of him somewhere? I guess not. This shit sucks and honestly I’m over it.

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u/Bananalover_2001 — 2 months ago