u/BasilyLeave

sometimes my mind wonder onto this part of me personality and so far it's weeeeird as hell. I don't really want to like ever come out to my parents or people I know like ever, I prefer my F side as more of a secrety secret thing where I can appear public anonymously but still living most of my public life as a guy. I don't really want to do HRT or like the surgery stuff, not that I actively dislike it but more I don't really have a I want it yearn it dysphoria... I don't particularly vibe with femboys either. also this is embarrassing but I can't see myself dating another transgirl for some reason, my prejudice? do I want to be accepted while rejecting others??? help. like with another transgirl I can't feel myself developing a romantic or sexual relationship with her, we can be friends but further feels weird. am I rejecting trans from their actual transitions?? qaq.