Here to connect with a man between the ages of 32 to 45 who knows themselves and what they want.
Be kind with a sense of humor.
I connect best with atheist and nonbelievers of any religion. If you'd be interested, send me a message with your location and age.
I feel so alone. I know deep down I have so much love to give but i never get to the point I give it out. My best relationship was short and in my 34yrs of living and 10yrs of dating, I've never been one to be lucky at love.
Too many bad experiences and now I've become so perfect with reading people and patterns. And honestly, it's a very tough place to be. When you can constantly tell a connection won't work out or that their intentions aren't honorable,it just makes letting people get close pointless.
Finally lost the only love I'd had done anything for. Now I'm going through separation anxiety but I'm not spiraling which I think it's good but it's been tough on me. I have no friends I trust enough to even talk to. Damn, I've been feeling very lonely....I move from work to home then keep repeating it. I have tried making friends online because in person is hard and even that failed. I have a trip planned but that's months away. Even a phone call with someone that I'm safe with is lacking.
Am I the only one feeling and living like this? What can I do to feel less lonely?
What I needed all along.
For a long time I was stuck on my ex.... I was attached. I tried to move on but I couldn't and when I miss him, I text him mad and he responded still tending to me emotionally.
There were a lot of idks and maybes whenever I asked if he still loved me.
Maybe it gave me hope. It looked like he moved on but I was struggling to. I didn't contact him for months and lately I needed something familiar. I reached out.
Initially because I thought we still had a chance but I understood he never wanted me in that way anymore so chatting with him was because I enjoyed it. Deep down I knew what would get me to move on was he telling me he didn't love me anymore. But when I asked, it wasn't a full no. Not until yesterday..... A conversation turned into whatever that was left that I felt for you is gone. It pierced my heart but it also gave me relief.
This was it. I didn't have to keep the hope. We had a good relationship at least from my point... It was good. And now, I've closed this chapter. I hope both of us find someone who'll choose us as much as we'll choose them. I hope for me, I get to experience being safe with a man because that's what got me stuck. That was my first ever experience in this life and I'm glad it happened to me 🙂.
For a long time I was stuck on my ex.... I was attached. I tried to move on but I couldn't and when I miss him, I text him mad and he responded still tending to me emotionally.
There were a lot of idks and maybes whenever I asked if he still loved me.
Maybe it gave me hope. It looked like he moved on but I was struggling to. I didn't contact him for months and lately I needed something familiar. I reached out.
Initially because I thought we still had a chance but I understood he never wanted me in that way anymore so chatting with him was because I enjoyed it. Deep down I knew what would get me to move on was he telling me he didn't love me anymore. But when I asked, it wasn't a full no. Not until yesterday..... A conversation turned into whatever that was left that I felt for you is gone. It pierced my heart but it also gave me relief.
This was it. I didn't have to keep the hope. We had a good relationship at least from my point... It was good. And now, I've closed this chapter. I hope both of us find someone who'll choose us as much as we'll choose them. I hope for me, I get to experience being safe with a man because that's what got me stuck. That was my first ever experience in this life and I'm glad it happened to me 🙂.