Crush has a gf… I’m never gonna find love
so basically I had a crush on this girl that I’ve known for abt 2 weeks cs she follows me cs we’re abt to go to the same uni and I thot she was so cute and funny and we’ve had like 4 (very norma) convos. anyway I wanted to hint that I was bisexual so my friend gave me a suggestion and essentially the suggestion worked too well and the girl had mentioned offhandedly that she had a gf. I hate this sm like I didn’t think I had a chance but I genuinely don’t have one now. I feel like I’m just gonna be single for the next 4 yrs there’s no way anyone could ever view me in a romantic way. I’ve gone thru 4 yrs of HS w/o anyone ever liking me or doing anything to hint at it or anything of that sort which rlly sucks. idk what the problem even is. I think im pretty and I take care of myself and I think I have a fun personality so I js can’t find the problem. I think it may be bc im black but even then idk. but u also don’t have to be pretty or funny to have a boyf so im also just confused?? either way i just feel like people view me as some sort of asexual sterile human that could never be thought of as more than a friend. I truly hate everything