u/BeyondExtension253

Dear community,

I'm a beginner currently studying under guidance. I know that sharing one's early experiences is not so recommended, but I want to open my mind-library with perspectives of more experienced practitioners.

Alongside my Enochian studies, I am also studying Hermetic Qabalah, planetary and zodiacal magic, currently working with the Earth element (As a 1=10°)

I'll try to summarize these experiences chronologically:

1. Gon

Meditating on Enochian letters. The first one I chose at random was the 9th letter, Gon. While contemplating it, I perceived the following impressions:

- "Air"

- "Masculine"

- "Between 8 and 10 PM"

- "The Hebrew letter Cheth"

- "Small old fashioned house"

I already associated Cheth with The Chariot and Cancer. My teacher's recommendation was: "Study the Qabalistic path on the Tree of Life associated with Cheth."

2. The Earth Tablet and The Chariot

A few days later, while performing a zodiacal ritual for Virgo (GD curriculum), I forgot to give the appropriate sign to formally close the vision.

While putting away my materials, I felt drawn to look at my Earth Tablet. At that moment, I heard a loud sound that I perceived as machinery starting up. I then saw the four quadrants of the Tablet as units beginning to move, and immediately thought of Ezekiel's vision and the four wheels.

Once again, I found myself thinking of The Chariot. My teacher had the same intuition.

I immediately realized I had made a mistake. Performed the appropriate banishings and gestures.

3. Or and ¿Geburah?

After a brief depressive relapse (I have struggled with it for years), my teacher decided to pause my Enochian studies for a while, given the intensity with which these experiences seemed to manifest. I continued studying within a GD-based system.

A few days later, while performing a planetary ritual of Mercury, with Raphael as the Archangel, I saw the small old fashioned House and then very clear vision on a sunny sky with a glyph or letter I took notes. Always doubtful as I'm not a born-clairvoyant at all, I wanted to discard if it was part of the Enochian letters, and had a similarity with the 5th Enochian letter: Or. But it was reverse.

My immediate thought was:

"Five. Geburah. Mars. Interesting, since I'm working with the planet associated with the Sephirah directly below it."

I then remembered the previous vision and the path connecting Binah and Geburah.

I might be wrong, but I have the impression that both experiences may somehow be directing my attention to something about it

4. EXTRA: Iron?

This may sound funny, even a little cartoonish, but the next day I woke up feeling with a strange sense that I simply knew what to do to restore an old rusty knife I wanted to use for ritual purposes.

Vinegar, temperature, salt, keeping the windows open. My critical mind immediately made me check online to make sure it was actually safe.

Then I used a small drill for polishing and instinctively knew which attachment would work best for the metal. In the end, I managed to restore its bright metallic surface.

Given the associations between iron, Mars, and Geburah, I couldn't help but find the timing interesting.

I'd really appreciate hearing your thoughts. Do you see any correspondences, patterns, or connections that I may be missing?

Even if I didn't get to perform any Enochian work per-se, the "affinity "with them is already begun? ¿Do they "look for you" for no reason or there must be a message or something they want?

Thank you very much.

I recently found my own preserved umbilical cord, and I'm wondering whether any author have explored this in a Theurgy-oriented way.

My personal interest is specifically on the context on the path to Higer Self knowledge. As symbolically, seems significant as our very first connection to the physical word, the source of nourishment during our primal development.

Opinions are also welcomed.

I was wondering if there is any way to adapt the Banishings (Hex/Pent) for a home or living space.

So far, from what I've studied, I understand how they operate only on the macrocosmic and microcosmic levels of the Magician.

However, I haven't come across any material discussing whether the circle can be applied to a specific place, such as a house or room.

Thank you all in advance, and warm regards.