u/BigCow803

I know there's not much i can do except monitor it, im booking a vet appointment for a few days away. It seems like a full break, but it may be on the last joint so might be a disconnected joint im not sure, its not red, i can touch it with no pain response, it dosnt seem like it just happened so im not sure, I haven't had the rats out for about a week and a half because ive been busy, im also dealing with a bunch of other issues with my rats, like mites, fighting and barbering. Im really struggling with the stress of it, i just need advice, I feel like a horrible pet owner, its all weighing on me, one of my lizards is without a heat bulb, but I cant afford it right this second, ive ran out of lizard food, luckily I get payed when there next feeding is due so I guess its not that huge of a deal, ive ran out of rat food so there currently eating cereal for a few days, my partner wants to go to a theme park and he's like very autistic, once he sets himself on doing something he's going to do it no matter what, so im going to be out of like 70 quid next month. Im actually debating selling all my animals and just starting over fresh but I know it would destroy me, I can afford them, im just going through a rough patch, I know it won't last long but im really struggling, sorry ive just rambled and completely gone away from the point, I just don't know what to do anymore and need advice